December 31, 2012

It's Still a Wonderful Life

I confess, there's a part of me that would prefer not to indulge in a review of 2012. It certainly would be easy to pass over, wish everyone a happy new year, and move on into 2013. But to do so would cost me an opportunity to once again reflect on the remarkable blessings and experiences brought forth by the events of this year.

When 2012 began, I had assumed that the most traumatic thing I would experience was a 4-day, 3-night adventure to Dauphin Island with 69 7th graders. It turned out to be a great trip, although exhausting. My kids, one 13 and the other 9, consume a significant part of my life, and they bring me great joy. Much of that interaction has come through Scouts, baseball and school activities. I have no idea if I'm doing well as a dad, but I couldn't be prouder of the way they have handled the crisis that befell us in March.

March 2nd has seared itself deeply upon our souls, as our house succumbed to the destructive winds of a high-end EF-2 tornado. Emotional and material recovery has colored every moment of every day this year, and will continue to mark us into 2013 as we continue rebuilding. The burden is at times overwhelming, even now, but you press on because you must. Yet even that horrible day, and the difficult days that followed, are accompanied by a tremendous outpouring of grace and blessing. A few days after the storm I wrote:

In April 2011, we did what we could to reach out to neighbors, family and strangers to support relief efforts. In March 2012, I was the recipient of the generosity of my many families: immediate, church, and work. Yesterday, 60-some people descended on our property and helped us with the first phase of salvage. Boy Scouts, members of a high school football team, two church groups, FEMA, Red Cross, and numerous volunteers from a local college tackled the mess. We have been flooded with all kinds of support, kindness and care. Last year, I considered it a tremendous blessing to serve. This weekend, I consider it a tremendous blessing to allow others to share their gifts of service for me. I am overwhelmed.

With respect to my house, the lights cannot come back on. But in the eyes and hearts of those around us these past couple of days, the light is shining. We are in good spirits, all things considered. The Lord is our rock, and our refuge, in this most certain time of trouble. I will praise Him in good times, and bad, and despite our loss, we have been given much.

As I hold my family close, I cannot help but think: I have been, and remain, very, very blessed.
I read those words now, and through the tears I can testify that they still hold true. We have been embraced by grace all year, reflected through people we know and people we're getting to know. As I wrote in my anniversary piece on the April 27, 2011 outbreak, "Are we changed? Yes. But we are together, and that means everything." And it does. Perhaps in a few months, Lord willing, we'll move back into that place we're calling (tongue-in-cheek) Chase Manor 2.0. Already, our once and future home has taken shape, familiar yet different. This, I'm sure, will bring on a whole new set of feelings to work through. But we anticipate a new beginning, and the day cannot come soon enough. What a celebration that will be!

The other night, a few days after Christmas, we sat down as a family to watch It's A Wonderful Life. The older I get, the more emotionally sensitive I become, and I allowed the tears to flow in the final scenes of this timeless classic. I've written about this movie in the past, and while I don't need to rehash it here, the truth it shares is apropos: When we give of ourselves to others, we are blessed. When we allow others to give of themselves to us, we are blessed.

So yes, 2012, while fraught with peril and difficulty, was a year of tremendous blessing. We enjoyed family breaks at Hilton Head and Disney World, and time together wherever we could make it. Yes, it is still a wonderful life. Thanks be to God!


December 29, 2012

Nuggets

Just a couple of nuggets today, while I ruminate over a year end post of some kind:

- I know it is a little thing in the grand scheme of things, but I was greatly relieved this week to finally find 5 stray DVDs of James Cagney movies. This means that every Cagney film I have captured to DVD is safely in my collection. I own 52 of 67 Cagney films, plus a few documentary pieces and one TV appearance (A Link in the Chain). I had about 9 more than were only on VHS - these did not survive. I've been collecting his movies for almost 20 years. He's got a number of TV appearances that I keep hoping will show up on some internet archive someday.

- I ordered a first edition hardback copy of Cagney's autobiography as a Christmas present to myself. It'll be here next week. (No, I decided not to spring for the $500 signed copy, although for a moment, it was tempting). Have I mentioned that I'm a Cagney fan?

- Changing the subject, here is a brief but clear illustration of how silly this end-of-year fiscal cliff, tax argument really is in the grand scheme of things. Taxes will go up for all or for some, but it won't do squat to address the true fiscal crisis this nation faces.

- I almost dedicated a full blog post yesterday to this article on teaching table manners to your kids. You have to read the whole thing to understand just how flabbergasted I was to the idea of outsourcing the teaching of basic manners (and the cost!). Etiquette "schools" have been around forever, but still. One person quoted in this article states: "When it comes to children, she said, long gone are the days when you could tell them that they have to behave a certain way 'just because.'” Wow. "Just because" may be an incomplete answer, but parents are delegated an authority for a time, and by golly they shouldn't be afraid to exercise it.

- House 2.0 update. We are bricked, drywalled, and primed. We're heading into the homestretch, with painting, trim, flooring, cabinets, appliances, fixtures, deck and landscaping. Will we be in by March? We'll see!

- Updated 4:18pm: From the great family Scrabble competition: You will NEVER convince me that "jo" and "oe" and "ai" and "qi" are valid Scrabble words. I don't care what the "official" Scrabble dictionary says. Use them in a sentence. Bah. Humbug!!

December 25, 2012

Merry Christmas!

From my family to yours, may you find peace and joy and comfort on this blessed Christmas Day! Make it one to remember!


For to us a child is born,
to us a son is given,
and the government will be on his shoulders.
And he will be called
Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
Of the greatness of his government and peace
there will be no end.
-- Isaiah 9:6-7a

December 24, 2012

Mood Music - Bocelli

As is so often the case, music makes the season, cutting through the noise of life to bring me to that place where my soul can rest and contemplate, reminding me that there is a light that shines, a truth that saves, and a beauty in the simple exaltation of praise. I invite you to fill your ears and your heart with the sounds of this classic performed by Italian tenor Andrea Bocelli.


Shamelessly borrowed, with a tip of the hat, from Dave Carter at Ricochet.

December 21, 2012

Christmas Canon

Well, the world apparently didn't end today as adherents to the Mayan calendar allegedly predicted, but by and large, the work year for me will end today. (I always leave myself some leeway on these things). This week has been nuts, filled with last minute, end-of-contract deliverables. But now that is all done and it is time to think about Christmas. I also have to start my gift shopping. (Hey, for me, this is early).

I was looking through my notes that I keep for this blog, looking for something to write about today. I have a number of topics in the queue, but all of them are depressing: fiscal cliff, Russia, the weakening North American church, healthcare. Interesting stuff, but not exactly cheerful fodder with Christmas so close.

So I today I'll keep it light, turning instead to one of my standbys to get me in the mood for Christmas.

The video below is a children's performance of Trans-Siberian Orchestra's (TSO) Christmas Canon. Under normal circumstances, I'm not generally a fan of taking many liberties with Pachelbel's classic, but I make an exception for Christmas Canon. The lyrics and the counter-melodies move me, although that is not hard to do when it is right.


The above is a nice arrangement isn't it? Of course, I still have a soft spot for the original Christmas Canon Rock by TSO. It is edgier, but the vocals get me every time.

Key lyrics:

This night
We pray
Our lives
Will show
This dream
He had
Each child
Still knows

We are waiting
We have not forgotten
I pray that we never forget the power, the hope, and the joy of Christmas. This is the season of waiting for the Christ child to come. Lord help me not forget to wait.

December 15, 2012

An Act of Evil

By now, anyone who finds this post in this highly obscure corner of the web will have heard of the horrific events in Newtown, Connecticut. I see no value in linking to any article on the subject, so instead I will offer up a simple response.

Every time something like this happens, I wrestle with tears of anger and grief, coming almost always to a place of deep brokenness, marveling darkly and sorrowfully at the human heart's capacity for evil.

Because no matter what mental, medical, emotional, or relational breakdowns precipitated this event, the truth is the perpetrator succumbed to the darkness within and committed an act of unconscionable evil. Many will water this down and call it a tragedy, and indeed, the results are tragic. But we also need to recognize that this tragedy didn't just happen, it was premeditated. It was an evil act with devastating consequences, leaving a trail of victims in its wake.

I have no other words that are suitable to this situation. I continue to wrestle with my emotions and my thoughts. As a believer, better that I wrestle and pray, than to walk away indifferent. I'm so aware of my need for a Savior, for grace, for a light in the darkness.

I pray that the Light breaks through the darkness that has unfolded in Connecticut and indeed, everywhere. May our Father in Heaven bring comfort, mercy and grace for the afflicted, and may we all respond not with more darkness, but in the spirit of He whose life is the Light of men (John 1). It may not be easy, but it is essential.

December 10, 2012

Vilsack Says Rural America is "Less Relevant," is He Right?

Over the weekend, I read some comments from current Agriculture Secretary Tom Vilsack (the former governor of Iowa) about the state of rural America that gave me pause. Sure, there is an inflammatory quality to the "less relevant" soundbite, and reactionary arguments abound that could refute such an indictment. Yet on the surface, the electoral map seems to support his point, where even a vast sea of red states cannot surpass the starbursts of blue urban population.

Having spent some formative growing-up years in the farming communities in eastern North Dakota, I remember well hearing my friends and their dads (farmers) bemoaning the state of farming, of being told not to grow wheat in the mid '80s. These were proud folks, running family farms, and the thought of having to take subsidies to not grow crops was anathema to them. Historically, we've had farm bills and subsidies since the Great Depression. Nowadays, there are tremendous economic pressures to end or at least drastically reduce those subsidies.

Mind you, I'm not a farmer, nor am I a fan of subsidies. But Vilsack may very well be right when he points out that despite the vital importance of rural America (the food supply, energy development, etc.), the fact is that the population of such areas continues to shrink. And with that shrinkage comes the loss of political influence. I'm not sure how they gain it back.

What happens when the subsidies give way to fiscal pressures? Can the family farms survive, or will they give over to the corporatism and conglomerates of the growing agribusiness sector? Would this further suppress rural population growth, or might it have the opposite effect of revitalizing the agricultural sector?

It strikes me that squeezing out the voices of those so vital to maintaining our food supply is a very bad idea. Is it possible to reverse the trend?

December 07, 2012

Christmas Waiting

I have not yet collected my thoughts for a series of Christmas posts, and to be honest, there may only be one or two. But in the meantime, check out this delightful commercial:


Very nice.

(h/t: Lance at Ricochet)

December 05, 2012

Update on House 2.0

The pages of the calendar have turned to December, and as expected, progress on the house seems to have slowed despite the fact that work hasn't stopped. In September, we watched as the house was framed at what seemed like lightning speeds, to be followed by the roof and the rough-ins for plumbing, electrical and HVAC in October.

Since then, much of the focus has been on insulation and waterproofing. We've also had crews working low voltage rough-ins for network and media (structured wiring). Waterproofing is of critical importance because of our daylight basement. The primary retaining wall was deemed structurally sound, but with evidence of water seepage. As a result, it was then necessary to go back and redo and improve the external waterproofing.

After excavation, crews thoroughly cleaned the exterior wall and footer. For the primary below-ground section, they then used a spray-on waterproofing membrane (the black stuff) and covered the lower portion with protection board up to the brick ledge. After that set, they came back and installed additional membrane up to the top of the cinder wall. Finally, they installed a drain, routing it to the back of the house along the perimeter and backfilled the dirt and gravel.



The other major effort has been the installation of open-cell spray foam insulation. As I may have mentioned previously, we lost nearly 20 trees off our lot, including four towering pin oaks that provided shade for the house in the spring and summer. Now that the house will be fully exposed to the eastern sun, we determined that making the house as energy efficient as possible was imperative. So instead of traditional blown fiber insulation and standard batting, we've opted for the spray foam solution. Open cell spray foam is applied to all exterior surfaces, from the attic roof to the exterior walls (and ceiling over the garage). It is similar to Great Stuff, if you've ever used that wonder in a can. While permeable to moisture (good so that we know if the roof leaks), it is impermeable to air, creating a controlled atmospheric environment in the attic space as well as the main floor. In theory, we should lose a lot less heat, but the result is that we have to have a somewhat more sophicated HVAC solution to move the air around.



We have gone with a more standard batting for the interior walls and the basement ceiling however, for use as a sound barrier. For if there is one thing we have learned in this rental house, it is the value of having interior walls insulated with a sound barrier. It is a unique state of affairs when you can stand in the kitchen and hear the toilet paper being pulled from the roll in the master bath on the other side of the house. It is an extra expense, but in my view it is worth it.


What else? Well, I have a new garage floor, which is nice.


But the bigger news is the arrival of brick and drywall on site. Rumor has it that bricking started yesterday, although I myself have not had a chance to see it. The weather is iffy today, so I'm not certain how much will be done. We have hopes that we will be bricked and drywalled before Christmas. If and when that happens, you'll be able to see and read about it here. Best guess right now on closing? End of February. It cannot come soon enough.


November 28, 2012

So I Was Watching "Hee-Haw" the Other Night ...

Consider that your warning: this post may meander just a bit.

But yes, we did indeed sit down and watch an old episode of Hee-Haw, hosted by Roy Clark and the late Buck Owens. Loretta Lynn was a guest star, and the episode contained all of the classic sketches and segments I somehow remember even after all of these years. At first, I could only shake my head at the simple, silly, and at times lame comedy. Before long, though, I was laughing.

Later, I got to thinking, somehow, about an old vinyl album we recovered from the storm:


This venerable Tom T. Hall album was given to me by my great-uncle Lew on a trip I took as a young child to the northwest. My memories of that trip are very sketchy: I have only fleeting images within my recall. Yet somehow I remember that "Faster Horses" for a time was my favorite song.

Over the years, I listened to this record over and over again, before it got put away somewhere. Today, I don't even have a turntable to play it on, so I had to resort to YouTube. After listening to a few songs off the playlist, I'm convinced I still know all the words to every song on the album. Tom T. Hall is a noted singer, songwriter and storyteller, and it is the stories he tells through his songs that seem to matter the most to him. From here, I got to thinking some more.

Stories. On the back of the "Faster Horses" album, there is a letter of sorts from the singer about a sabbatical he took in the winter of 1975. It isn't a letter so much as a collection of entries, observations and here and there a nugget of wisdom. I couldn't help but to think of my favorite future fantasy of owning a simple house on a lake, with a dock, boat and canoe. That really has nothing to do with the point I'm slowly working towards here, but it does serve as a backdrop for the gentle melancholy I feel at times in our present reality. The stories of previous generations seem different as each one passes through this age of "progress." This present era seems ever more confining, in the sense that more and more we relate to one another only through electronic mediums. We live in a cocoon defined by our favorite webpages, social media, and email lists. Living in such a bubble, what stories can we tell? What narratives and legacy can we pass on that can go beyond the confines of our technology? The age of progress has resulted in a tangible retreat into a false reality of being. The internet is not the real world, and too often it serves not as a bridge, but as a barrier between us and other very real people. What stories can we tell, that will enliven the imagination of our children? Technology may "connect" you to the world, but it also isolates you to the point that intimate, substantive relationships become hard to develop. It is the relationships that enrich us most, that provide us the fertile material for the story of our lives.

My advice? Don't let this virtual world suck all the life out of you. It can do that. Seek out experiences, passive and active, that add flavor to your existence. Your kids want to know who you are, what you did. Or if they don't now, they will someday. I think it matters.

Well now, isn't that just cheery? Hee-Haw to deep, guilt-ridden thoughts about life in the virtual age. How typical of me! So to cleanse your palette, or to drive you away from this blog at the speed of light, here's just a little Pickin' and Grinnin' !


Hi, I'm Jim from Huntsville, Alabama. Population: 182,956. "SAA-LUTE!!"

November 22, 2012

Happy Thanksgiving!

Every day brings incontrovertible evidence that what we have is not so much the product of our own making, or the privileges deserved from our misguided sense of entitlement. But rather it is the grace of God, and God alone, that extends to us blessings that we have not earned, but are given nonetheless. Knowing that our treasure is not found in the things of earth, but rather in communion with our Father, His Son and His Spirit, we give thanks today and every day.

What shall I render to the Lord
For all His benefits toward me?
I shall lift up the cup of salvation
And call upon the name of the Lord
.

- Psalm 116:12-13
Give thanks today, with a grateful heart!

O come, let us sing for joy to the Lord,
Let us shout joyfully to the rock of our salvation.
Let us come before His presence with thanksgiving,
Let us shout joyfully to Him with psalms.
For the Lord is a great God
And a great King above all gods,
In whose hand are the depths of the earth,
The peaks of the mountains are His also.
The sea is His, for it was He who made it,
And His hands formed the dry land.

Come, let us worship and bow down,
Let us kneel before the Lord our Maker.
For He is our God,
And we are the people of His pasture and the sheep of His hand
.

- Psalm 95:1-7

November 19, 2012

Honor is Not an Anachronism

I took a break this weekend from world events and social media / internet discourse to accompany a den of Webelos on camping trip in extreme northeast Alabama. Although the nights were quite cold (low 30's), it was a beautiful couple of days in the outdoors. I couldn't escape thinking about the state of our culture, however, as I watched these young scouts interact with their older Boy Scout brethren. When the older scouts began to instruct their younger counterparts on the Scout Oath and Scout Law, I could not help but to consider the vital importance of the values they convey.

The Scout Oath

On my honor, I will do my best
To do my duty to God and my country and to obey the Scout Law;
To help other people at all times;
To keep myself physically strong, mentally awake and morally straight.
I could expound on the whole of the above, but allow me to highlight that last line. Keeping physically strong means what it means - take care of your body. Keeping mentally awake (I love this one), means to learn all you can, be curious and ask questions. In other words, observe, learn and think. Finally, keeping morally straight means to live honestly, be clean in your speech and actions, and to be a person of strong character. In this day and age, how hard that is to do! But it can be done. Fulfilling the principles that undergird this oath requires a self-discipline that we often fail to exercise. But again, it can be done!

The Scout Law

A Scout is:
- Trustworthy,
- Loyal,
- Helpful,
- Friendly,
- Courteous,
- Kind,
- Obedient,
- Cheerful,
- Thrifty,
- Brave,
- Clean,
- and Reverent.
That's a tall order to ask of anyone, much less a modern teenager. But if we (and they) are able to model even a portion of the values and attitudes embodied above, how much brighter would our future be! For a life lived this way cannot help but to shape and mold us into people of integrity, honesty and honor.

Honor is not an anachronism. It continues to be imbued and imparted to a new generation of young men. Their numbers may be small as a sample of the population, and many may fall short at times (don't we all), but the principles and values remain essential and timely.

Our world and our nation needs honorable men and women. They are out there, not making headlines, but doing what they can, where they are, to the best of their ability. We just need more of them.

The great wonder of learning to live honorably is this: We can start at any age. Each of us. May we choose to do so, and set the example for the next generation.


November 11, 2012

Veterans Day 2012

On this Veterans Day, we honor those who have stood in the gap on the front lines of history to protect and defend this thing we call America. For its Constitution, for its lands, for its interests, for its people, our Veterans have stood on the ramparts and are due our honor and our gratitude. Accordingly, we further owe them our commitment to preserving that for which they stand. Not just for them, but for ourselves.
Who we are, in other words, still depends crucially on what we are prepared to stand up for - and on our willingness to stand up for it. Who we are today ... is unquestionably the product of what previous generations were prepared to stand up for even at the cost of their lives. Therefore, when we cease to honor such sacrifices, ... we cut ourselves off from our past and, in some essential sense, from our selves."

-- James Bowman
May we remember our heritage, our ideals, and our liberty. May we remember and honor those who have stood and continue to stand for this republic. May we have the courage to stand with them.

November 09, 2012

Relive the Moon Landing

Here is a neat little diversion. Well, it's neat if you're up to a little Apollo 11 geek-out. It is a website that allows you to relive the Apollo 11 moon landing from a unique, interactive perspective:
This project is an online interactive featuring the Eagle lunar landing. The presentation includes original Apollo 11 spaceflight video footage, communication audio, mission control room conversations, text transcripts, and telemetry data, all synchronized into an integrated audio-visual experience.

...

Visitors begin the experience by hearing the words of Buzz Aldrin while simultaneously viewing the moon through the lunar module window. Moments later, the audience hears capsule communicator Charlie Duke inform flight director Gene Kranz that the astronauts are on schedule to start the descent engine. Throughout the presentation, visitors are able to customize their experience by jumping to key moments in the timeline. The timeline guides visitors to the crucial moments in the mission, including: program alarms (computer alerts), famous Go No-Go polls in the control room, low level fuel milestones, and landing.
Total play time is around 20 minutes or so. Neat stuff!


November 08, 2012

The 2% Election Post-Mortem

The final tally may adjust the percentage slightly, but using available numbers early this morning, the president returns for a second term with a 2.3% victory in the popular vote and a comfortable margin in the Electoral College.

The American people went to the polls and made their choice. I believe they made the wrong choice. But it is what it is.

So what's ahead for the president's second term? I find it interesting that the only suggestions seem to be coming from the media and various politicos, and less so from the president himself. Normally, an incumbent would make that case during the campaign, but that did not happen - or if it did, it was lost in the negative assault.

Still, from reading around, here's what I see:

    Obamacare is coming, and it will come with a vengeance. Despite all the promises, premium costs are going up. Higher premiums or fines, choose your poison.

    Immigration reform. Not saying it’s a bad thing, just pointing out that if there is political hay to be made from it, you can expect it.


    Tax Reform / Fiscal Cliff. This is a near term crisis that will immediately test the bi-directional promises to "reach across the aisle." Bottom line is this: unless Washington finds a compromise of sorts, taxes are going up. Way up. On businesses and individuals. Broad spending cuts will also go into play, across the board. Many predict that if we go off this cliff, the economy will fall back into recession early next year, and it won't get better for a while. But you can almost rest assured that whatever "fix" comes into play in the next couple of months, it will simply add more to the national debt.

The sad thing is, in looking at this list, is that the priority seems to be on anything but the economy and jobs. Sure, these agenda policies intersect with the economy, but for an election where the bulk of the voters stated the economy was the number one concern, it doesn't seem to really be on the agenda. The American economy is remarkably organic and dynamic, largely able to respond to changing conditions in the economic climate. But the weight of government regulation (particularly on energy and healthcare) is going to push companies to reduce the costs of doing business wherever they can. Which means, less jobs, less hours for the jobs that are there, and fewer benefits for those employed. I'm no expert, but from where I sit, I expect the economy of 2016 to look a lot like that of 2012, and possibly a little worse. We'll see. (To be fair, this would have been likely even if Romney had won).

Culturally, I have come to the conclusion that the balance has been tipped, and we are no longer a "center-right" country. Voters have put in office a party that supports policies (present in Obamacare) with mandates that businesses and taxpayers provide for free abortion and contraception coverage. No conscientious or religious objections allowed. There are other examples, but the bottom line is this: for now, the conservative argument has been rejected by the majority (not that Romney made a big case for it, by the way). With their vote, the majority has declared that they are willing to accept more government involvement in their lives. They'll get what they want, but it will be a while before they figure out what we all lose in the process.

Which brings me back to fiscal matters. The people want their entitlements, and they want others to pay for them. That came through loud and clear in this election. It doesn't matter that Social Security, Medicare, Obamacare, and so forth are not financially sustainable and are doomed to collapse without reform or crippling taxes that in turn will severely suppress the economy and jobs. The voters put a party back in power, in the White House and in the Senate, that has failed to produce a budget for 4 years. Four years. I can guarantee you, the House Republicans will pass a budget each and every year, and the Senate will shelve it. I will eat my hat if you see a legitimate budget come out of Congress to be signed by the president in the next 4 years.

It is fiscally irresponsible for Washington to fail to pass an operating budget. I can only conclude that most voters don't mind. Astonishing.

In re-reading the above, it is probably clear that I didn't allow enough time to pass in processing Tuesday's result. My mood is admittedly dour on the state of our nation. I will not invest in the petty, juvenile vitriol that seems to be all around, but I will also not stop calling things as I see them, pointing out issues and arguments and direction that concerns me.

Benghazi, anyone? Anyone? How about Iran? Afghanistan? Russia?



November 03, 2012

Last Mission for the USS Enterprise

Here's a fun story pointed out to me by my brother this morning. The U.S. naval aircraft carrier USS Enterprise, activated back in 1962 as the world's first nuclear powered carrier, is on its final deployment. After this, it will be deactivated, decommissioned, and finally reduced to scrap. The Enterprise has a long and storied history, as have other ships of that name, highlighted in this article from CNN:
In October of 1962, the ship had just finished its maiden deployment when the White House and the Kremlin sparred over Soviet nuclear missiles in Cuba.

"We'd only been back a couple of weeks and they said, 'get out to the ship.' Nobody knew what we were doing, so we flew our airplanes out to the carrier as we were headed south," McCain said.

The Enterprise was one of the first U.S. ships to establish a blockade around Cuba, according to Navy documents on the Enterprise's history.

"I was launched a couple of times just to fly around, but not towards Cuba," said McCain, now the senior senator from Arizona. "They made sure we headed away from Cuba so as not to spark anything."

After 13 days, the crisis eased and the Enterprise returned to its home port of Norfolk, Va.
The carrier played a large role during Vietnam, and its story includes a major accident that took the lives of 27 sailors and 15 planes. But despite this disaster, the Enterprise sped back to the combat zone following emergency repairs.
After dozens of deployments around the world over the next three decades, the Enterprise was leaving the Persian Gulf for home when the hijack attacks struck New York and Washington on September 11, 2001.

Without orders, the Enterprise turned around and steamed at maximum speed toward Pakistan. By October 7, warplanes on the Enterprise were among the first to launch retaliatory strikes against al Qaeda and the Taliban in Afghanistan.
According to the article, the USS Enterprise will be deactivated on December 1st. Over the next three years, its nuclear reactors will be safely removed. Soon thereafter, it will be salvaged and sold for scrap.

So is the 8th USS Enterprise the last of the line? Anyone who knows their future history knows the answer to this. Plans are in the works that a future carrier, already on the books, will be christened Enterprise. (Assuming it isn't cut out of the Navy's budget, that is.)

It brings to mind the end of this classic:

November 02, 2012

Breaks in the Benghazi Blackout?

I submit the following not as substance or fact, but merely as exhibits that demonstrate the beginning of the breach in the media blockade of the Benghazi story. It appears that the news media is finally discovering that this is a story. Links to support this supposition:

Foreign Policy: 'Troubling' Surveillance Before Benghazi Attack

ABC News: The Benghazi Drip-Drip-Drip

Newsweek (The Daily Beast): New Details on Benghazi

CBS News: Sources: Key task force not convened during Benghazi consulate attack

CBS News: U.S. officials counter Benghazi attack reports

These articles raise more questions that need answers. But perhaps, at last, they are finally starting to ask the questions and do the reporting.

We shall see.

October 31, 2012

Benghazi Blackout

Seven weeks ago, on that ill-fated date of 9/11, the U.S. consulate in Benghazi, Libya came under attack by Islamic militants. Or terrorists. Or whatever term you want to apply. Heavily armed, these militants took the lives of U.S. Ambassador Chris Stevens, U.S. Foreign Service Information Management Officer Sean Smith, and U.S. embassy security personnel Glen Doherty and Tyrone Woods (both former Navy SEALs). For seven weeks, the entire Washington establishment from the White House, to the CIA, to the DoD and the State Department has engaged in a remarkable opus of obfuscation. That something went terribly wrong that night is an understatement. But the tremendous effort to change the subject by all parties - aided and abetted by a complicit news media - fills me with an anger that I thought I'd left behind long ago.

We have waited for weeks for the dust to settle and answers to be given. Normally, the news hounds are asking the questions, getting the quotes, and putting out stories that over time piece things together. But apparently, the major news media, with one notable exception, is refusing to even ask the questions. "Wait until after the election, you say? Well, sure, we'll wait. No sense in trying to rush things before the election, and hey, there's a big storm coming too."

Snark aside, please understand that I am not - by any stretch of the imagination - prone to donning the tin foil hat. But I find it very difficult to excuse the journalistic powers for failing to do their job - which once upon a time was intended to, at a minimum, inform us and provide facts about newsworthy stories.

Five days ago, Fox News published a report that included this explosive claim (emphasis mine):
Fox News has learned from sources who were on the ground in Benghazi that an urgent request from the CIA annex for military back-up during the attack on the U.S. consulate and subsequent attack several hours later on the annex itself was denied by the CIA chain of command -- who also told the CIA operators twice to "stand down" rather than help the ambassador's team when shots were heard at approximately 9:40 p.m. in Benghazi on Sept. 11.

Former Navy SEAL Tyrone Woods was part of a small team who was at the CIA annex about a mile from the U.S. consulate where Ambassador Chris Stevens and his team came under attack. When he and others heard the shots fired, they informed their higher-ups at the annex to tell them what they were hearing and requested permission to go to the consulate and help out. They were told to "stand down," according to sources familiar with the exchange. Soon after, they were again told to "stand down."

Woods and at least two others ignored those orders and made their way to the consulate which at that point was on fire.
That was five days ago. In normal circumstances, when one news organization pounces on a story, the others rush to catch up. But if you follow CNN, MSNBC, ABC, CBS, the Washington Post, the New York Times and so on, you might not even be aware of this story. At all. If you read further into the information coming from Fox, you will find that there are more than enough questions being raised about the sequence of events and the discontinuities of what the president said he ordered, what orders were or weren't followed and by whom, and what happened on the ground.

I don't have the facts. But somebody does, and it is obvious to me that the media at large doesn't give a damn about what happened. Heads should be rolling for this by now. But as far as most are concerned, this story doesn't even exist.

I leave you with three links, and yes, you should consider the bias of the sources as you read. Even if these don't align with your particular political persuasion, you have to ask yourself why those venerable practitioners of journalism don't seem interested in finding out the truth behind this story. Their silence can only lead to one conclusion. And in the back of their minds, if not spoken aloud, you can almost hear them darkly giving thanks for Sandy. They just need to run out the clock for 6 more days.

Breitbart: Media Blackout: Aside from FOX, Sunday News Hosts Fail to Raise Benghazi

Breitbart: Media Blackout: Why Obama Dodged the Libya Question

Real Clear Politics: The Media's Benghazi Blackout

Weekly Standard: Petraeus and Panetta Speak—But Not the President

"Please move along. There is nothing to see here." More Benghazi bull.

October 29, 2012

SpaceX Dragon Capsule Splashes Down

During my lunchtime browsing, I saw this report on the splashdown of the SpaceX Dragon capsule (emphasis mine):
HAWTHORNE, California -- SpaceX's Dragon capsule splashed down in the Pacific Ocean in full view of waiting cameras Sunday afternoon to end a successful supply mission to the International Space Station. Spashdown was at 2:22 p.m. CDT about 250 miles off the coast of Baja California, Mexico.

The plan was for SpaceX to offload frozen science samples in Los Angeles, then ship the Dragon to the company's test facility in McGregor, Texas for processing. The rest of the capsule's cargo will be offloaded in Texas.

The Dragon's flight marked the first scheduled resupply of the station by a commercial contractor. The mission went off without any hitches from NASA's perspective, although one engine on the Falcon 9 booster rocket was shut down during launch. That led to a lower-than-planned deployment of a commercial satellite. SpaceX is still analyzing the engine issue.
As I have stated before, I think there is much to be said for allowing America's space flight program to be a venture based on strategic collaboration between private enterprise and NASA. Small steps forward are still good steps in the right direction. Here's hoping anyway.

One neat aside about this particular mission is that - albeit from a great distance - we got to see the launch of the Falcon 9 rocket that put Dragon into orbit. On October 7, the night of the launch, my family and I were sitting at the Rose & Crown Pub in Epcot at Walt Disney World having dinner and waiting for the fireworks show. From some 75 miles away, we could see this:


We watched as that bright point of light lifted up over the horizon until it disappeared from view behind some residual cloud cover. Obviously, I'd like to go see a launch from considerably closer range, but we enjoyed some excitement in getting to see what we did.

Neat stuff.

October 26, 2012

There Aren't Words For This

If this report turns out to be true, I'm going to need a couple of rolls of duct tape to hold my head together. From foxnews.com (emphasis mine):

Fox News has learned from sources who were on the ground in Benghazi that an urgent request from the CIA annex for military back-up during the attack on the U.S. Consulate and subsequent attack several hours later was denied by U.S. officials -- who also told the CIA operators twice to "stand down" rather than help the ambassador's team when shots were heard at approximately 9:40 p.m. in Benghazi on Sept. 11.

Former Navy SEAL Tyrone Woods was part of a small team who was at the CIA annex about a mile from the U.S. Consulate where Ambassador Chris Stevens and his team came under attack. When he and others heard the shots fired, they informed their higher-ups at the annex to tell them what they were hearing and requested permission to go to the consulate and help out. They were told to "stand down," according to sources familiar with the exchange. Soon after, they were again told to "stand down."

Woods and at least two others ignored those orders and made their way to the Consulate which at that point was on fire. Shots were exchanged. The quick reaction force from the CIA annex evacuated those who remained at the Consulate and Sean Smith, who had been killed in the initial attack. They could not find the ambassador and returned to the CIA annex at about midnight.
This story appears to get worse by the day. I am trying to reserve judgment, but am finding it increasingly difficult to do so. With everyone in CYA mode, it is hard to know what the truth is.

Election or not, you can't sweep this under the rug and pretend it doesn't matter. Bad things happen, I get that.

But it still matters, and someone, somewhere is accountable.

I just don't know what else to say.


October 24, 2012

Inner Light

My wife was going through some of our music files the other night -- hold it ... music files? That just seems so wrong to say, "music files." Albums, tapes, CDs, okay, but files?? A pox on the digital age and what it has done to our vernacular ... but I seriously digress. What was I saying? Oh yes.

She picked out a piece that from the first bar, washed away every anxious thought from my being, transporting me to a place that only music can take me.

The piece is often referred to as the "Theme from The Inner Light", perhaps the best episode of the Star Trek: The Next Generation television series.

Close your eyes, and just listen.


Some days, I miss playing so much it hurts.



October 17, 2012

Looking More and More Like a House

I have discovered, time and again, that taking a short break in writing creates an inertia that can be hard to overcome. In the last few days, I have struggled to come up with anything substantive to talk about. So, in a effort to kick-start things once again, how about a quick update on our rebuilding project?

As you can see below, Version 2.0 is looking more and more like a house. We have a roof, and we have shingles on the roof.


HVAC planning is in process, and the plumbing and electrical work is underway.


One interesting thing about the plumbing this time, is the use of polyethylene tubing as opposed to copper pipes. Here is some info about them. They seem pretty sturdy, and obviously more flexible. Red for hot water feeds, blue for cold water. What a novel idea. Should avoid the famous steaming toilets scenario (inside joke).


Anyhow, with all of the action now turning to the home interior, progress will have the appearance of moving more slowly, especially once rough-ins are done and the efforts turn to finishing. With daylight fading earlier each day, it also becomes a bit harder to get up there on a regular basis without interrupting the work day. But the importance of staying on top of things does not lessen in the slightest. Fall is here, and maybe by January, we can close on this thing. We'll see.

In closing, it is fall, and while the road to the neighborhood looks vastly different in the sense that so many trees were lost, there is still a bounty of color. With this color bursting all around, I am reminded of just how much we are going to miss our trees out back. Having an expansive view helps, but I will miss the color. Until next time, be well.

October 03, 2012

Benghazi Bull

I know that I shouldn't be diving into this, given that 1) I'm no expert, and 2) I've already stated an aversion to writing much about politics and current events in the present season. But if I had the inclination to spend much time on this, I think my head would probably explode. Fortunately for me, the veins in my head have been able to withstand the pressure - so far.

The basics you probably already know. A few weeks ago, on 9/11, American embassies throughout North Africa and other places came under seige by often violent protestors. Actually, this has been a fairly common occurrence in the last decade, but much more pronounced in the last couple of years since the so-called Arab Spring resulted in the overthrow of several North African governments that are now in the hands of increasingly anti-American militant Islamists.

A year ago, American forces supported or otherwise engaged in military action against Libya to overthrow Moammar Gadhafi (choose your favorite spelling if you don't like mine). I won't get into the specifics of that action right now, but the result was and continues to be a significant power vacuum. Such environments have been ideal for al Qaeda. On 9/11/2012, it appears that our Benghazi consulate came under direct fire from a terrorist attack, killing Ambassador Chris Stevens and three other Americans.

The administration - for at least two weeks, up to and including the president's speech to the UN last week - put blame on some stupid video on YouTube. Spokesperson after spokesperson came out and placed blame on a mob, supposedly incited by this video, for this act of violence. To be blunt, that's a load of bull. As the media is beginning to report, American intelligence knew within hours and days that this was a premeditated, planned attack. From Reuters (emphasis mine):
Within hours of last month's attacks on U.S. diplomatic facilities in Benghazi, Libya, President Barack Obama's administration received about a dozen intelligence reports suggesting militants connected to al Qaeda were involved, three government sources said.

Despite these reports, in public statements and private meetings, top U.S. officials spent nearly two weeks highlighting intelligence suggesting that the attacks were spontaneous protests against an anti-Muslim film, while playing down the involvement of organized militant groups.

It was not until last Friday that Director of National Intelligence James Clapper's office issued an unusual public statement, which described how the picture that intelligence agencies presented to U.S. policymakers had "evolved" into an acknowledgement that the attacks were "deliberate and organized" and "carried out by extremists."

The existence of the early reports appears to raise fresh questions about the Obama administration's public messaging about the attack as it seeks to fend off Republican charges that the White House failed to prevent a terrorist strike that left a U.S. ambassador and three others dead.
So, you'd think that following an attack on the anniversary of 9/11, and furthermore knowing that every such anniversary calls for a heightened security awareness around the globe, we'd already be well on our way to gathering evidence and identifying the perpetrators and responding as appropriate, right? Condsider this from the Washington Post (emphasis mine):
Three weeks after the attack that killed four Americans in this city, the investigation of its causes remains in its initial stages, with just a handful of suspects detained, the crime scenes minimally secured and Walid Faraj waiting for a phone call from someone, anyone, asking him what he saw on the night he was injured while protecting the U.S. diplomatic post here.

Faraj, a member of the militia that local officials tasked with securing Americans in Benghazi, said he saw the attack nearly from start to finish. But neither American nor Libyan investigators have paid him a visit, even as he fears that the perpetrators know who he is.

In Washington, a leading House Republican challenged on Tuesday the administration’s version of events on the chaotic night of Sept. 11, suggesting that the attack was planned and that congressional investigators have been told that requests for increased security at the U.S. diplomatic outpost had been turned down.

In a letter to Secretary of State Hillary Rodham Clinton, Rep. Darrell Issa (Calif.) listed incidents dating to April that he said created a pattern of threats.

Some of the incidents had been disclosed earlier, but others appeared to be new revelations. In one case, he said, Libyans working as private security guards at the U.S. compound were warned by family members in the weeks before the assault to quit their jobs because of rumors of an impending attack. He did not specify where the information originated.

“These events indicated a clear pattern of security threats that could only be reasonably interpreted to justify increased security for U.S. personnel and facilities in Benghazi,” Issa and Rep. Jason Chaffetz (R-Utah) wrote to Clinton.

Clinton assured Issa in a reply released by the State Department that the department would “work collaboratively with you to achieve the result we both want: a full and accurate accounting of the events and a path forward to prevent them from happening again.”

She said the department’s investigation will begin this week.
The State Department "will begin" an investigation this week? Pardon the language, by why the hell hasn't it already started? From Foreign Policy (emphasis mine):
Secretary of State Hillary Clinton wrote to House Oversight Committee Chairman Darrel Issa (R-CA) Tuesday afternoon to pledge the State Department's full cooperation with Congress in getting to the bottom of the Sept. 11 attack on the Benghazi consulate that killed Amb. Chris Stevens and three other Americans.

"I appreciate that you and your committee are deeply interested in finding out what happened leading up to and during the attacks in Benghazi, and are looking for ways to prevent it from happening again. I share that commitment," Clinton wrote in the letter, obtained by The Cable. "Nobody will hold this department more accountable than we hold ourselves -- we served with Chris Stevens, Sean Smith, Glen Doherty, and Tyrone Woods."

Clinton said that the State Department's Accountability Review Board will begin work this week and the letter revealed the names of all five board members. In addition to former Deputy Secretary of State Thomas Pickering, who will lead the board, the other members will be former Joint Chiefs Chairman Adm. Mike Mullen (ret.), Catherine Bertini, Hugh Turner, and Richard Shinnick.

Clinton asked Issa to withhold any final conclusions about the Benghazi attack until the review board finishes its work and reports to Congress, which could come as early as November or as late as early next year. She pledged to work with Issa's committee and asked him to submit any requests for information or witnesses at hearings to the State Department's Office of Legislative Affairs.
November? Next year?! I understand that combing through intelligence reports and after-action reports and connecting dots and so forth takes time. But there is clearly sufficient actionable intelligence to draw preliminary conclusions far faster than that. But, gosh, we have that inconvenient fact that there's an election a few weeks away. So we should wait to ask questions about how a complete security breakdown in a violent part of the world on the anniversary of the most horrific act of terrorism in our history was allowed to happen. Our response to this attack can only be described as inept, incompetent and impotent. We are projecting weakness. And in that part of the world, weakness is despised and it will be exploited, meaning the situation is more dangerous than ever.

I'm going to avoid entertaining what the appropriate response should be to those that committed this act. But I have no problem calling attention to the simple fact that this scenario should never have happened in the first place. We dropped our guard, and Americans paid the price. And no future drone attack can rectify that failure.



September 28, 2012

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On Education Aims: Knowledge or Know-How?

Let me start this missive by saying that I am not an educator (nor do I play one on TV). This does not mean that I don't think about education and its aims, methods and denouement. Just the other day, I found myself brooding over the migration to digital methods of education. My son, for example, has a curriculum that requires the use of a school-issued iPad. While innovative methods are generally to be celebrated (provided they are effective), I have a growing unease about the inevitable and negative impact to productivity. Technology doesn't always make learning easier, and in some cases it introduces a great opportunity for distraction. But this is not a post about digital curriculums, and I don't want to belabor the point, so allow me to leave this subject be for another day.
 
As I watch my house being rebuilt before my eyes, I find myself at times just marveling at the apparent ease with which these skilled laborers and craftsmen execute their trade. I remember how long it took me as an unskilled do-it-yourselfer to simply finish off a room that had been shaped, but not completed, by a hired contractor. There are times, material considerations aside, that I envy those who excel in careers based less on degree than on the honing of a vocational skill or trade. Looking back across my life, my educational trajectory was simple: use your smarts, get good grades in high school, get the degree, go to college, get another degree, get a well-paying job and proceed on with life. The aim, although perhaps I didn't realize it at the time, was to get that well-paying desk job. Although I am a trained engineer who once worked with both hardware and software, my career now centers on my ability to think, develop concepts, communicate, and oversee those who bring my ideas to life. I can't even write software anymore. On the whole, I can accept where I am. But every now and then, I worry about never having truly learned a marketable trade. This sense was reinforced when I read the following (emphasis mine): 
In each case, I shared my theory that most of these “problems” were in fact symptoms of something more fundamental – a change in the way Americans viewed hard work and skilled labor. That’s the essence of what I’ve heard from the hundreds of men and women I’ve worked with on Dirty Jobs. Pig farmers, electricians, plumbers, bridge painters, jam makers, blacksmiths, brewers, coal miners, carpenters, crab fisherman, oil drillers…they all tell me the same thing over and over, again and again – our country has become emotionally disconnected from an essential part of our workforce. We are no longer impressed with cheap electricity, paved roads, and indoor plumbing. We take our infrastructure for granted, and the people who build it.

Today, we can see the consequences of this disconnect in any number of areas, but none is more obvious than the growing skills gap. Even as unemployment remains sky high, a whole category of vital occupations has fallen out of favor, and companies struggle to find workers with the necessary skills. The causes seem clear. We have embraced a ridiculously narrow view of education. Any kind of training or study that does not come with a four-year degree is now deemed “alternative.” Many viable careers once aspired to are now seen as “vocational consolation prizes,” and many of the jobs this current administration has tried to “create” over the last four years are the same jobs that parents and teachers actively discourage kids from pursuing. (I always thought there was something ill-fated about the promise of three million “shovel ready jobs” made to a society that no longer encourages people to pick up a shovel.)
Never mind that this letter, written by Mike Rowe, is a political letter. Rowe, who I have seen only in commercials - I have never seen his show - has hit on something here that resonates with me. Indeed, we should respect and celebrate those whose labor brings direct benefit to our standards of living. While I am not in favor of tax-payer subsidies of such industry, there is no dishonor in the pursuit of a trade-based career, and there never should be. Get the degree is the mantra of all education. But what about apprenticeship, the development of skills and craft? An easy example comes to mind: more often than not, your car is serviced by a technician, not a mechanic. A mechanic not only understands how the car works, he knows how to fix it. Technicians plug a cable into the computer in your car, get an error code, and receive a computerized set of steps to execute. Again, not to belittle the modern auto technician, but the truth is, the skill set is different than what a master mechanic brings to the table.
 
When the Scarecrow met the Wizard, he lamented his lack of a brain. The Wizard famously responded: 
Why, anybody can have a brain -- that's a very mediocre commodity. Back where I come from, we have universities -- seats of great learning -- where men go to become great thinkers. And when they come out, they think deep thoughts -- and with no more brains than you have. But -- they have one thing you haven't got: a diploma. Therefore, by virtue of the authority vested in me by the Universitatis Comitiatum E Pluribus Unum, I hereby confer upon you the honorary degree of ThD. … Doctor of Thinkology.
The Scarecrow was still a scarecrow, and he was still made of hay. The diploma didn't change that. It only changed his perception of himself, and perhaps it changed how he was perceived by others. In reality, despite his new look on life, it could have easily turned out that he remained most suited for work as a scarecrow. We have this high minded idea that a diploma elevates you to a "higher status." Some of the deepest thinkers I know do not have a degree. And they work much harder than I do for much less.
 
Where am I going with this? Actually, I am almost afraid to continue the thought. But here goes: the degree (or diploma) has and will continue to have marketable value in our economy. This is what we are used to. The degree opens doors that might not otherwise ever open. But we are foolish to think that such doors are the only opportunities out there for a long and fulfilling career. I don't need a guy with a degree to fix my toilet, I need a guy who knows how to fix toilets (bad example - I have plenty of toilet-fixing experience). But you get my point. The degree does not guarantee prosperity or happiness. Good men and women live good and honorable lives without one. They work hard, and are often better for it despite the struggle.
 
I've long considered going back to school to get undergraduate and graduate degrees in history. Now, I have pause to wonder: perhaps, if it is not too late, I should consider training in a trade, or a craft. Because I cannot help but to think that being able to do more than type and formulate words on a page would be a wise and possibly fulfilling venture, and even a precaution, especially in a future economy where opportunities might otherwise be limited.
 
Author Robert Heinlein once wrote: 
A human being should be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new problem, pitch manure, program a computer, cook a tasty meal, fight efficiently, die gallantly. Specialization is for insects.
I have spent my life wanting to learn more about things. Hopefully, I won't miss the opportunity to learn how to do things.

September 20, 2012

September 19, 2012

Of Trusses, Frames and Shelves

And the clouds parted on the third day, and there arrived a crew, a motley crew, to take that which was laid before them to bring to form that which will, by Heaven's will, once again be called … home.

Indeed the rain departed earlier than expected on Tuesday. The pre-constructed floor trusses arrived during Monday's monsoon, along with piles of subfloor and stick lumber. By the end of the day Tuesday, the trusses were laid and the basement was largely framed out. There are some errors, minor in nature, that will need to be corrected, but the ongoing transformation promises to be quite dynamic over the next several days.


I took quite a few pictures yesterday, and below I tried to select a representative sample to share with you. The major difference in the rebuild design versus the original house plan is our decision to finish out the basement. The new basement plan will feature an open family space, storage space, a bedroom, the storm shelter, a bathroom, and an odd little polygon that will serve as storage for all the exercise equipment we intend to buy but will likely rarely use.

Here's a shot of the floor trusses against a brilliant blue sky:


Here's a picture of the aforementioned polygon room, taken from the family space. It is actually where our ping-pong table (stacked high with boxes) used to be:


Standing near the exterior doorway of the basement, the shot below shows a new load-bearing wall extending much of the length of the basement. Behind that wall you can see the old "storm shelter" (which wasn't really). That whole space, extended all the way to the right where it adjoins the storm shelter, will be storage.


Below you can see what will be family space in the forefront, along with the storm shelter to the left and back, and straight ahead past the family space the new spare bedroom.


One final picture for today, but this one comes with a short background story. We hereby lay to rest and/or retire our beloved storage shelves. Years ago, my dad and I built these shelves for the basement, the prototypes for what I had envisioned to be but two of many. They held boxed up Christmas trees, decorations, containers of old children's clothes and toys, broken coolers, and whatever else we felt needed to be off the floor. When the house collapsed, the shelves took a shattering blow from the joists overhead, yet remained standing holding some of their fare. The wood was splintered and cracked, and the shelves had quite the offset lean, but upright and proud they remained. When the debris was cleared from the property, these survivors remained on the basement pad. For months they sat, unused, exposed to the weather. But when the builders arrived, new life and new utility came upon these friends. A chance to be used once again, they held tools, supplies, and refreshments. They moved from one end of the basement to the other, wherever they were needed. And on that day when the concrete trucks arrived and the laborers had need, these shelves served as extra scaffolding as the concrete was poured into the wall forms. Alas, finally, as the framers came to complete their work in the basement, it was time to retire these fine pieces of homemade construction. I wish there was someway to save them, but they have already given more than we could have ever expected. And so even now as I write this tribute, intended to be somewhat tongue-in-cheek, I find myself just the slightest bit emotional about these shelves that have been but a light-hearted novelty these past many months. To be certain, there will be progeny. But these shelves certainly have gone far above and beyond the call of duty. I will actually miss them. But they will remain a great story, one that I'm certain to tell again and again. As my dad recently remarked, "when we build ‘em, we build ‘em!" And did we ever. May we do so again someday.



September 16, 2012

When 1984 meets 1979?

I wish I were more educated than I am. For then, I might be better able to make sense of the cascade of events threatening to break hard against the eroding foundation of our national and international identity. Of late, I have refrained (painfully) from commenting on the rapid deterioration of our national discourse, our political/social angst, and the ramifications of the outbreak of violence throughout North Africa and the ongoing tensions of the Israeli-Iran situation.

What keeps coming to my mind can be embodied in the following question: What happens when George Orwell's Nineteen Eighty-Four meets 1979? In 1979, the U.S. economy was in poor shape, the Middle East and North Africa were as tumultuous as ever, and Iran was holding Americans hostage after the overrun of the U.S. Embassy in Teheran. While 2012 is not 1979, there are more than a few parallels at play, for those who wish to see it. In 1979, much like now, there were those among the intelligentsia who believed that America had entered a period of decline. For now, let's leave that where it is. The parallels of 2012 and 1979 are not the point of this post.

It has been many, many years since I've read Orwell. However, he is going back into my reading queue, I think. There are some notable concepts from Nineteen Eighty-Four that *seem* to be playing out before our eyes - again, if we choose to see it that way. Consider:

Doublethink: From Orwell:
The keyword here is blackwhite. … Applied to an opponent, it means the habit of impudently claiming that black is white, in contradiction of the plain facts. Applied to a Party member, it means a loyal willingness to say that black is white when Party discipline demands this. But it means also the ability to believe that black is white, and more, to know that black is white, and to forget that one has ever believed the contrary. This demands a continuous alteration of the past, made possible by the system of thought which really embraces all the rest, and which is known ... as doublethink. Doublethink is basically the power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one's mind simultaneously, and accepting both of them.
That which is demonstrably false is proclaimed as undeniable fact and beyond debate. That which is demonstrably true is proclaimed false and fictitious at best, evil at worst. Its aim is to demand loyalty and conformance not to reality, but to what some external voice claims is reality, whether it is or not. To be sure, if ever you hear someone claim that another is channeling Josef Goebbels, you can be certain that the one making the claim is likely more guilty of the projection. (Goebbels is the one who is often credited with the idea that if you tell a big lie and repeat it often enough, people will believe it).

Thoughtcrime: From Orwell via Wikipedia:
Thoughtcrime is the criminal act of holding unspoken beliefs or doubts that oppose or question the ruling party. In the book, the government attempts to control not only the speech and actions, but also the thoughts of its subjects. Unacceptable thought is known as crimethink …
We are often told what to think, and how to think about things we see, hear, or otherwise experience. Our thoughts can be shaped and corrupted not only but what others tell us to think, but by what information we are allowed to see and hear. We rely on and trust our information sources to be impartial, but that is more and more the exception than the rule. So many facts and factors never enter into the equation of our assessments, often by virtue of their deliberate omission. You think that this effort to shape thought is too far-fetched? Consider political correctness. Do you think that it is that much of a stretch to think that political correctness can lead to the definition what is acceptable and unacceptable, to include the classification of "hate speech" and even the notion of hate crimes? Because it can and it does.

The response of the administration and the media to an obviously premeditated attack on U.S. Embassies and interests around the world focused not on the perpetrators of violence but rather on the demonization of an American citizen for the promotion of "wrong" thoughts and beliefs. Rather than asking why our interests abroad were insufficiently protected, much less prepared for the obvious heightened security awareness required of an 9/11 anniversary, we now are openly engaged in a dialog about what can only become the serious consideration of anti-blasphemy regulations. Basically, such regulations could make it criminal to criticize Islam, out of fear of what it may incite. Like yelling "fire" in a theater, there are those who would suggest that anything remotely questioning the nature and motive of Islam and its followers be censored or extremely controlled, again out of fear of the reaction.

But then, regulations of such sort may not be necessary, not when people in power, rather than protecting its citizens, instead publishes names and thereby unleashes a flash mob of media hordes and others upon the neighborhoods and associations to scapegoat and otherwise drive said citizens and their families into hiding or recantation.

As you can see by the disjointed nature of this post, my thoughts on this are clearly not yet fully developed. Indeed, this whole line of thinking may be off base. But I cannot help but to be unnerved by the all too real tears in our national fabric, and in the fissures in our social contract that appear now to be very serious indeed. Because my thoughts are not fully formed, I'll leave you with a few links that have given me pause as I contemplate these matters. Down the road, as my thoughts become more clear, I may yet revisit this idea of what happens when 1984 meets 1979.

In the meantime, in the words of Samuel L. Jackson's character in Jurassic Park, "hold on to your butts."

The Video Didn't Do It

The Unofficial Campaign's Latest Disinformation Offensive

The Reign of Imagination

September 12, 2012

Concrete Pour

Yesterday was a big day out at the property. With all the ICF in place and plumb, some 5 mixer trucks lined up (staggered throughout the morning) to offload tons of concrete mix into the forms.

My wife and I paid a visit to the site during the early part of the process, to watch and to chat with our builder. The storm shelter is now a fully encased concrete bunker, and the exterior basement wall forms are all filled. Once these set, the floor trusses will arrive and the framing stage will begin.



The photos below, including the panoramic views, were taken by my father-in-law shortly after I left the site to go back to the office. Click to enlarge.




Finally, a video, because there ought to be a video. The highlight of the embedded video below is the hydraulic pumper. The mix comes down the chute into a reservoir on the pumper. The piston-based hydraulic action then pushes the mix into what I guess to be a 6-inch diameter tube that the crew uses to pour. It's loud, but cool. Kinda brings out the Tim Taylor in me. Sure beats the kettle mixer I used in Brazil back in 1994.


Two more videos, Pour 1 and Pour 2, just for fun.