When I got into defense contracting for the U.S. Army several years ago, I really didn't know what kind of business I was getting into. Coming from private industry, I joined a company working on a solid, sustainable support contract that provided me steady employment for over 4 years. After that contract came to an end, I found myself on another contract for a little longer than two years. Since then, however, it has been a stressful series of tasks one after another, few lasting more than 3-4 months. I'm still employed, and by and large okay with the company that employs me, but I confess to being worn down with the constant uncertainty of my next assignment. I'm blessed, to be sure, but sometimes it is really difficult to enjoy that blessing.
Not that my experience in private industry was much better. After starting my career with Motorola just as it was beginning a major contraction at the dawn of the broadband internet age, I went to another telecommunications company that struggled to survive in an increasingly competitive technology environment. It was all good experience, but when it ended, most of my technical engineering skills went with it. Now I live in the world of concept and requirements development.
Nearly 17 years into my professional career, I still think that the best job I ever had was working at a rundown movie theater in Prattville, Alabama. From 1987 to 1989, I had the pleasure of working for Carmike Theaters. With my driver's license came the need for cash, and cash was to be had (in small quantities) by getting a job. During the 80's in Alabama, certain industries were exempt from the minimum wage law, meaning that instead of making $3.35 an hour, I only made $2.85 an hour. Working on average 18-22 hours a week, that of course doesn't amount to much. On the other hand, I was paying less than $1 a gallon for a tank of leaded gasoline for my 1971, 8-cylindar, 400cc Chevy Impala with the green interior (did 0 to 60 mph in about a quarter of a tank). Yes, I digress (but I do miss that car).
Working in that movie theater was almost perfect for a high school student. In a small town twin, we would usually get second run movies (movies that had been out for weeks in the premier theaters, which moved to lower tier theaters about 3-4 weeks after first release). I was the projectionist, but also ran concessions and the ticket window as needed. On any given night, we usually only had two employees on hand, besides the manager. Now that I think about it, if memory serves, I was the only male employee for most of my tenure there. The only title I coveted I never received (that of assistant manager), but one of my best friends in high school eventually did not long after I left the summer before college. Memories: fighting with the popcorn machine and the butter oil (trust me, movie theater butter is anything but butter), working behind a counter without a cash register (just a drawer and calculator), navigating close quarters while trying to get fountain drinks with people standing in line waiting for service, not to mention running upstairs to fix films that had a terrible habit of breaking in the middle of the movie. It is amazing now that so many theaters are using digital technology, you hardly ever have a movie break down. But back then, running worn down and brittle film through those old Simplex machines required almost constant vigilance (and more than a few refunds).
The booth was a wonderfully cozy little cave that was simply heaven to me. Staying late on Thursday nights waiting for the final showing to complete so that we could break down departing movies and assemble Friday night's new offerings, I was happy. I don't know how it is now, but back then, films arrived in two canisters, 3 reels each. Most movies would total 5 or 6 reels, depending on the runtime. Splicing the reels together all depended on how well the previous projectionist had packed it. And the splicer, of course, was so often dulled that it became an art form to get a clean cut after aligning the frames. To this day, over 20 years since I last threaded a movie through the projector, I am absolutely convinced that I could properly thread the film through the Simplex, with every loop and sprocket clear as day in my mind's eye. Cleaning the panels, keeping the bulbs spotless and the lens fingerprint free, I remember it all. One of the perks, of course, was the need to preview each movie to ensure that everything was ready to go. I can't tell you how many times I grabbed some popcorn and watched movies from the booth. Somewhere, I have a number of old movie posters from some of the features that passed through.
Once the movies were started, and the concessions trickled down, we had time to squeeze in a little homework, do some inventory, and the sometimes adventurous hourly bathroom check. We also had to police the theaters, knocking people's feet off seats, checking the emergency exits, and largely making sure that mischief was kept at a minimum. Oh, and then there was the weekly sign change. We had these huge clear plastic letter boards that went up on the lighted sign on the theater façade that had to be changed every time we got a new movie or changed our prices. Changing the letters involved a long telescopic pole, with a suction cup on the end. With a gentle slap, you brought the cup down on the letter, picked it up carefully, and inserted the letter into the slotted rows on the sign. One letter at a time, battling the wind, you placed the letters desperately hoping it wouldn't fall to the ground - because it was going to shatter if it did. To release the suction, you pulled on a slender rope cord attached to the cup, which would break the seal. And of course, with kids and teenagers loitering about, you almost always had an audience to watch your every move.
As much as I loved that job, I think what made it so special to me was my manager, Mrs. Peden. Mrs. Peden was a grandmotherly figure, always kind but stern when she had to be. It was a wonderful feeling to know that you had her trust. Our relationship to her was remarkable in many ways, a handful of teenagers talking about life with someone who, although somewhat older than our parents, seemed to enjoy our company. About once or twice a week, she would have one of us run across the street to the TCBY, in a bartered exchange of freshly popped popcorn for frozen yogurt. At Christmas, she always brought in a tree and decorations, and we exchanged gifts. I still have a couple of the gifts she gave me. After I left for college, I didn't have the opportunity to come around too much, but when I did come to town, I would always try to stop by and visit her. I even was able to introduce her to my fiancée (now my wife of almost 16+ years). Mrs. Peden passed away a number of years ago, a thought that still makes me sad. I loved that lady.
Now that I've opened the floodgates of memories, I am stunned by just how much I remember. So many details, down to the tickets, the candy case, the upstairs office, and the video games - I can see it all. You think this post is long now - trust me, I could go on and on. And it seems that memories will be all that remain; if Google's street view is correct, the building that housed the theater is no longer there. I wasn't expecting that, although I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. But it is depressing. It would be fair to say that a good part of my high school identity was wrapped up in that place - I can hardly think of those days without thinking about the theater. Whatever angst I may have had during those years, that old theater was a refuge. And to this day, if only by the measure of joy, it remains the best job I've ever had.
December 17, 2010
December 10, 2010
Christmas Defibrillation
Last week, feeling not unlike Punxsutawney Phil, I poked my head out of the hole of busy-ness that consumes so much of my time and life. I found myself quite startled, not at my shadow, but at the fact that once again the rush of the Christmas season had set upon us like the Arctic gale that blew us all indoors this week. Okay, perhaps there's too much hyperbole in that simile. Moving on.
So last Saturday, knowing that I was to spend a good part of the week in Maryland again, I resolved to get the Christmas tree up for the family to enjoy before I left town. While the effort was largely uneventful, upon reflection I realized that my mindset was far from where it should have been. The boys and I tackled the tree like a chore: once I put it up and strung the lights, they swarmed around that tree so fast that I honestly think they broke the speed limit, not to mention an ornament or two. Still, just one more item off the to-do list.
Furthermore, at my meeting this week, my colleagues talked a great deal about holiday plans, family, and battle stories about stringing outside Christmas lights on their homes. I could sense a warmness from several of them, a genuine excitement about the special time only weeks away. As for me, I just couldn't bridge the gap. I'm still finding it difficult to get my Christmas heart pumping.
So clearly, I need some Christmas defibrillation. My first zap was last night. I left Maryland a day early (by design) so that I could arrive just in time to attend my oldest son's Christmas choir concert, which I thoroughly enjoyed. However, I fear that will not be enough to jumpstart my Christmas spirit, so I need to turn to other aids: traditional Christmas music, some enforced quiet time, and of course: movies!
Below, in no particular order, are what I consider my favorite Christmas movies. Have you ever noticed that many of the most cherished Christmas movies are, well, old? I wonder why that is. Over the next couple of weeks, maybe I'll find some time to write about of these.
Christmas in Connecticut. By far my favorite Christmas movie. 1945 flick starring Barbara Stanwyck and Dennis Morgan. But the great S.Z. "Cuddles" Sakall as Uncle Felix absolutely steals the show.
Holiday Inn. 1942 classic, with Bing Crosby and Fred Astaire. Launched the timeless Bing classic, "White Christmas."
White Christmas. With the song such a monster hit, in 1954 Paramount put a movie around it. While at times it feels like a re-imagining of Holiday Inn, the plot line stands on its own. To this day, I cannot get through the reunion scene of Major General Waverly and his men near the end of the movie. Bing Crosby, this time with Danny Kaye, Rosemary Clooney and Vera Ellen.
It's a Wonderful Life. George Bailey helps a woe-begotten angel get his wings. You know the movie. Jimmy Stewart is always worth watching in this 1946 Frank Capra classic.
A Christmas Carol. Okay, with a story that has been made and remade so many times, it is kind of hard to keep them all straight. As far as the older classic retellings, some absolutely swear by the Alastair Sim version (1951), while others go with the Reginald Owen and Gene Lockhart version (1938). Don't get me wrong, we try to watch them both each year. I have a soft spot for the performance of Gene Lockhart as Cratchit, but prefer Sim in the title role of Scrooge.
Miracle on 34th Street. 1947 classic, with Gene Lockhart as the judge. The movie was remade in 1994 with Richard Attenborough, and while some have tried to make the case that it is the better version, all I have to say to that is simply: "O-ver-ruled!"
A Charlie Brown Christmas. Show me another Christmas special or movie that comes on TV every year that deliberately contains dialog straight from the Gospel, like Linus' retelling of the true meaning of Christmas. I never get tired of this one.
There are other popular Christmas-time movies that get a lot of airplay, such as The Santa Clause movies, the Home Alone movies and of course, A Christmas Story. However, these don't do much to put me into the Christmas spirit. I would be remiss however if I failed to give honorable mention to Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer and Frosty the Snowman.
As for now, I'm off to the movies for family night, a treat for the boys since I've been gone all week. Something called Tangled. But I'll be making time for a Christmas movie this weekend, to be sure. I only wish James Cagney had made a Christmas classic.
So last Saturday, knowing that I was to spend a good part of the week in Maryland again, I resolved to get the Christmas tree up for the family to enjoy before I left town. While the effort was largely uneventful, upon reflection I realized that my mindset was far from where it should have been. The boys and I tackled the tree like a chore: once I put it up and strung the lights, they swarmed around that tree so fast that I honestly think they broke the speed limit, not to mention an ornament or two. Still, just one more item off the to-do list.
Furthermore, at my meeting this week, my colleagues talked a great deal about holiday plans, family, and battle stories about stringing outside Christmas lights on their homes. I could sense a warmness from several of them, a genuine excitement about the special time only weeks away. As for me, I just couldn't bridge the gap. I'm still finding it difficult to get my Christmas heart pumping.
So clearly, I need some Christmas defibrillation. My first zap was last night. I left Maryland a day early (by design) so that I could arrive just in time to attend my oldest son's Christmas choir concert, which I thoroughly enjoyed. However, I fear that will not be enough to jumpstart my Christmas spirit, so I need to turn to other aids: traditional Christmas music, some enforced quiet time, and of course: movies!
Below, in no particular order, are what I consider my favorite Christmas movies. Have you ever noticed that many of the most cherished Christmas movies are, well, old? I wonder why that is. Over the next couple of weeks, maybe I'll find some time to write about of these.
Christmas in Connecticut. By far my favorite Christmas movie. 1945 flick starring Barbara Stanwyck and Dennis Morgan. But the great S.Z. "Cuddles" Sakall as Uncle Felix absolutely steals the show.
Holiday Inn. 1942 classic, with Bing Crosby and Fred Astaire. Launched the timeless Bing classic, "White Christmas."
White Christmas. With the song such a monster hit, in 1954 Paramount put a movie around it. While at times it feels like a re-imagining of Holiday Inn, the plot line stands on its own. To this day, I cannot get through the reunion scene of Major General Waverly and his men near the end of the movie. Bing Crosby, this time with Danny Kaye, Rosemary Clooney and Vera Ellen.
It's a Wonderful Life. George Bailey helps a woe-begotten angel get his wings. You know the movie. Jimmy Stewart is always worth watching in this 1946 Frank Capra classic.
A Christmas Carol. Okay, with a story that has been made and remade so many times, it is kind of hard to keep them all straight. As far as the older classic retellings, some absolutely swear by the Alastair Sim version (1951), while others go with the Reginald Owen and Gene Lockhart version (1938). Don't get me wrong, we try to watch them both each year. I have a soft spot for the performance of Gene Lockhart as Cratchit, but prefer Sim in the title role of Scrooge.
Miracle on 34th Street. 1947 classic, with Gene Lockhart as the judge. The movie was remade in 1994 with Richard Attenborough, and while some have tried to make the case that it is the better version, all I have to say to that is simply: "O-ver-ruled!"
A Charlie Brown Christmas. Show me another Christmas special or movie that comes on TV every year that deliberately contains dialog straight from the Gospel, like Linus' retelling of the true meaning of Christmas. I never get tired of this one.
There are other popular Christmas-time movies that get a lot of airplay, such as The Santa Clause movies, the Home Alone movies and of course, A Christmas Story. However, these don't do much to put me into the Christmas spirit. I would be remiss however if I failed to give honorable mention to Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer and Frosty the Snowman.
As for now, I'm off to the movies for family night, a treat for the boys since I've been gone all week. Something called Tangled. But I'll be making time for a Christmas movie this weekend, to be sure. I only wish James Cagney had made a Christmas classic.
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December 03, 2010
RIP Ronnie
I was not prepared to see this news this morning, as I opened up a browser with my first cup of coffee. It hit me like a punch to the chest. All-time Chicago Cub great Ron Santo passed away at the age of 70. While I am too young to have ever had the chance to see him play, I am well familiar with Santo's play-by-play for the Cubs radio team over the last two decades, not to mention his long and ultimately futile effort to gain entry into the Hall of Fame. In my estimation, he's a Hall-of-Famer anyway.
Rest in peace, Ron.


Rest in peace, Ron.


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November 27, 2010
Auburn 28 - Alabama 27
In the 23 years I've cared about this game, I've never seen anything quite like what I saw yesterday. Down 24-0, Auburn roared to life in the second half to cap a perfect 12-0 regular season, with the SEC Championship game left to play next Saturday. With so much "unfinished business" though, I'm still having some trouble enjoying the ride. Nevertheless, on the field, Auburn once again found a way. While there are obvious standout heroes on this Auburn team, without a doubt in my mind, the most unheralded but surehanded player is the tight end: Philip Lutzenkirchen. When the ball comes his way near the end zone, he never seems to drop it. And those touchdowns always seem to come when the game is on the line. Mr. Clutch. His catch for the go-ahead touchdown in this year's Iron Bowl is no exception.

Photo by: Auburn University photographer Todd Van Emst
War Eagle, Mr. Lut-Zen-Kir(k)-en!

Photo by: Auburn University photographer Todd Van Emst
War Eagle, Mr. Lut-Zen-Kir(k)-en!
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November 25, 2010
Is it live, or is it Memorex?
Well, okay, the title isn't exact, although I date myself by referring to a marketing pitch from a technology now outdated. But check out the video below:
According to this New Scientist article, the entire commercial is computer generated using off-the-shelf software. It's really amazing stuff. Eventually, we may not be able to believe anything we see on TV.
(h/t: HotAir)
According to this New Scientist article, the entire commercial is computer generated using off-the-shelf software. It's really amazing stuff. Eventually, we may not be able to believe anything we see on TV.
(h/t: HotAir)
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November 24, 2010
Another Thanksgiving
I spent some time on YouTube today, seeking inspiration for this year's Thanksgiving post. While there was plenty to choose from - of all shapes and sizes, in poor taste and good - I settled on "Thanksgiving" by American pianist George Winston. I invite you for a moment to close your eyes, and simply drink it in:
There is a dimension of Thanksgiving that goes higher than its history, deeper than the Detroit Lions, and further than the fowl that may grace our family table. It is more than just a day to take stock and count our blessings, although such an exercise has value.
I've not lived as much life as some, and I've lived more life than many. The music plays, and with each turn of the page I see images of a lifetime, memories of happy times and sad, faces familiar and others that were almost forgotten. Memories, and the emotions they evoke, are treasures to cherish be they bright or bittersweet. Our life is what it is; every moment, every soul, every experience has made us what we are. To discover within ourselves the capacity to be thankful for our lifetime, when so much argues against us to undermine that discovery, takes an almost spiritual act of will: a courageous choice to be thankful for all that we are, and what has brought us to be, wherever and whatever we are to become. For some, this may be easy while for others it is almost unbearably heartbreaking.
Yet as I close my eyes, and the notes dance upon my mind, I come to the conclusion that Thanksgiving about all those who have shaped our lives, guided our steps, and filled those spaces in our hearts. It is for joy, in the midst of all things, that we are here. It for the love of family and friends in our presence, and a remembrance of precious loved ones no longer present, but with us just the same. And it is about those we've yet to meet, and embrace.
Therein lies the heart of this Thanksgiving message: Being thankful for a lifetime that was, a life that is, and an eternity that is to come.
May it be so for you and yours.
There is a dimension of Thanksgiving that goes higher than its history, deeper than the Detroit Lions, and further than the fowl that may grace our family table. It is more than just a day to take stock and count our blessings, although such an exercise has value.
I've not lived as much life as some, and I've lived more life than many. The music plays, and with each turn of the page I see images of a lifetime, memories of happy times and sad, faces familiar and others that were almost forgotten. Memories, and the emotions they evoke, are treasures to cherish be they bright or bittersweet. Our life is what it is; every moment, every soul, every experience has made us what we are. To discover within ourselves the capacity to be thankful for our lifetime, when so much argues against us to undermine that discovery, takes an almost spiritual act of will: a courageous choice to be thankful for all that we are, and what has brought us to be, wherever and whatever we are to become. For some, this may be easy while for others it is almost unbearably heartbreaking.
Yet as I close my eyes, and the notes dance upon my mind, I come to the conclusion that Thanksgiving about all those who have shaped our lives, guided our steps, and filled those spaces in our hearts. It is for joy, in the midst of all things, that we are here. It for the love of family and friends in our presence, and a remembrance of precious loved ones no longer present, but with us just the same. And it is about those we've yet to meet, and embrace.
Therein lies the heart of this Thanksgiving message: Being thankful for a lifetime that was, a life that is, and an eternity that is to come.
May it be so for you and yours.
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November 18, 2010
Foot Shadows
Sitting here late this afternoon with my stocking feet propped upon a desk, looking out of my hotel room window at rows of square little houses in the fading sunlight, I found myself marveling at the shadows cast by my feet upon the wall. Not because there is any profound truth to be revealed by such introspection, to be sure. Rather, it was a momentary distraction, a random thought I elected to put into words with the typing of these very letters. Has Jim lost his mind, you might wonder? I do not believe so, but of course who am I to say?
The nature of my job requires to me to write. And write. And write. I've made a career of finding ways to better articulate policy, process, concepts, requirements, guidance and a myriad of other documentation - all from a technical, professional slant. The negative, of course, is that it frequently leaves the well dry by the time I am able to carve out some moments for myself to write creatively. Like today: I finally have a few moments to post something to the blog, and the well is dry. In the past, one of the techniques I've used to break the logjam that is the so-called "writer's block" is to put to words exactly what I'm thinking or doing in a given moment. Hence, the fascination with foot shadows!
I don’t feel like commenting on politics, or sports, or space exploration, or even that errant gray hair that I thought I'd taken care of a couple days ago that still taunts me from my temple. Nor have I had time to surf online for that strange but true (ok, maybe true) story to share with anyone who may read this site. I'm not really in the mood to dwell on the deeply complicated issues of life, either.
So why, you may ask, am I dedicating so many words to a largely meaningless post without so much as a main point? Well, that is precisely the point! I find that on occasion, poking random holes in the walls of a dry well sometimes triggers a flow that restores my source.
Feel free to roll your eyes; I'm okay with that. Because in the end, I have accomplished my goal.
The nature of my job requires to me to write. And write. And write. I've made a career of finding ways to better articulate policy, process, concepts, requirements, guidance and a myriad of other documentation - all from a technical, professional slant. The negative, of course, is that it frequently leaves the well dry by the time I am able to carve out some moments for myself to write creatively. Like today: I finally have a few moments to post something to the blog, and the well is dry. In the past, one of the techniques I've used to break the logjam that is the so-called "writer's block" is to put to words exactly what I'm thinking or doing in a given moment. Hence, the fascination with foot shadows!
I don’t feel like commenting on politics, or sports, or space exploration, or even that errant gray hair that I thought I'd taken care of a couple days ago that still taunts me from my temple. Nor have I had time to surf online for that strange but true (ok, maybe true) story to share with anyone who may read this site. I'm not really in the mood to dwell on the deeply complicated issues of life, either.
So why, you may ask, am I dedicating so many words to a largely meaningless post without so much as a main point? Well, that is precisely the point! I find that on occasion, poking random holes in the walls of a dry well sometimes triggers a flow that restores my source.
Feel free to roll your eyes; I'm okay with that. Because in the end, I have accomplished my goal.
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November 10, 2010
Repost: A Matter of Respect
Tomorrow is Veterans Day, and in honor of this, I'm reposting an experience I had several years ago. I first published it on this blog back in 2008. I've heard rumors that this recollection has made rounds via email, but I can most certainly vouch for the fact that this is my story. But really, it is not just my story, but that of the many men and women who have sacrificed their all for the cause of our Nation and its precious freedom. Please read, and remember those valiant men and women who to this day continue to serve and defend the United States of America.
I've done a lot of traveling over the last couple of years, perhaps not as much as some, but definitely more than others. But there was something special about today's flight from Baltimore to Atlanta.
It began conventionally enough. Full flight, crammed in the window seat on a beautiful January afternoon. The last man to board the plane was a soldier, Army, in dress uniform. Having flown on several flights with soldiers going to and from their deployment assignments, seeing a soldier on board wasn't so unusual. It didn't register right away that this was the first time I'd seen one in full dress on my flight.
I dozed off for a while, little thoughts dancing in mind about being home, burning leaves, seeing my family. Two straight weeks being away from home is still two weeks too long. Nevertheless, I'm proud of what I do, and sometimes I'm even good at it. But all of this was magnified even more as the pilot made his mid-flight announcement.
I stirred from my pseudo-nap to hear that we were flying at 22,000 feet into a 190mph headwind, that Atlanta was a lovely 50 degrees with a light south wind at 8mph, and that our arrival should be slightly ahead of schedule. I remember those details as clear as a bell, but to my great shame I would not remember the names mentioned when the pilot announced:
"We are honored today to be carrying home the remains of a soldier who served with honor and recently fell in Iraq. We ask that when we arrive in Atlanta that you remain seated, to allow the military escort on board to disembark first. We thank you for your cooperation."
Suddenly, I was wide awake. I can't tell you all of the thoughts that went through my mind, though I did experience that tingling feeling you get sometimes when you know that you are sharing a scene that sears itself on your very soul. The soldier on board was at the far back, and I debated with myself on how I could respond. Should I say thank you, should I start a round of applause as the escort worked his way up the aisle, or should I sit in quiet reverence? All of those options were quickly taken away, because the flight crew (smartly) escorted the soldier to the front as we were taxiing to the gate; he was past me before I could say anything at all.
Before I knew it, he was off the plane. I soon saw him standing quietly but attentively just below my window. I turned away to walk up the aisle, still wrestling with my thoughts, and in a sudden surge I spoke to the captain, "Thank you sir, for your show of respect." He acknowledged me, and I exited the plane.
Still dealing with the guilt of my inaction, I slowly but deliberately walked to a nearby window. I stood by that window in a loose posture of parade rest from my marching band days, and simply stood still. The soldier was standing below the plane, giving instructions to the luggage personnel who would be handling the coffin. His back was to me, but the hairs on the back of my neck stood up as the soldier suddenly came to attention and then to a salute. Moments later, a large white box with the words "HANDLE WITH EXTREME CARE" emblazoned on the side came down the treadmill. The soldier examined the box, then immediately turned to the handlers, who in turn carefully turned the box 180 degrees. I don't know all the protocol, but clearly the box was positioned incorrectly. Soon, the handlers carefully loaded the box onto a luggage carrier. No sooner had they closed the plastic rain shield on the carrier than another white box, identical to the first, came down the treadmill. I took a quick breath, as I had only expected to see one, not two.
After the second box was loaded onto a carrier identical to the first, the military escort continued to discuss matters with members of Delta's handlers. Then he and a member of Delta's honor guard (complete with a vest emblazoned with the U.S. flag) walked away. I took a deep breath, and allowed myself to move a little, glancing at another fellow from my flight who was apparently doing the same thing I was. We nodded at each other, and looked back out the window. I stayed there at the window until the coffins were driven away.
I walked away, feeling strangely satisfied that I had done all that I could do. The soldier never saw me; I never saw a family member. Save for the other passenger standing at the window, no one else knew what I was doing. It is a matter of respect. Respect for those who serve, and have served; respect for those who paid the ultimate sacrifice; respect for the families of those who have fallen for the cause of freedom. And, just as importantly, I believe it is about respect for self. I give honor to Jesus, who paid the ultimate price that I might be eternally free. Likewise, I give honor to those who have enable me to worship, to live, to love, and to excel in a land that claims freedom as its ultimate ideal. It is not about politics. You and I don't have to share an ideology. But for me, a simple show of respect to honor those fallen soldiers has allowed me the inner satisfaction of self-respect. I know who I am, and where I come from. I know to Whom I belong.
Respect for self and respect for others go hand in hand. You cannot have one without the other.
To the families of those who have paid the price, my thanks, my prayers and my hopes for peace. Likewise to you, my friends and my family.
God bless,
Jim
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November 09, 2010
Strike Up the Band
This past Saturday morning, for the first time in a number of years, I ventured down to the loveliest village on the plains for Auburn's Homecoming game against UT-Chattanooga. I was coming right off a week-long business trip to Maryland, and as such my family had gone down ahead of me. With kickoff at noon, I managed to get a few hours sleep Friday night before waking up at 0-dark thirty for the 4 hour drive down to Auburn.
In past years, my wife and I would play with the alumni band during Homecoming, but this year because of the uncertainty of my travel schedule, we opted for the cheap seats in the upper deck. The Auburn band was very much a focal point of my Auburn experience, not the least of which is due to the influence of my best friend who would become my beloved wife of nearly 17 years now. My Auburn marching career was limited to 1991-1993, as I had elected to put aside the music for my freshman year. Late in my sophomore year, I began playing in Auburn's concert and symphonic bands before getting talked into marching in the fall of 1991. Without a doubt, my time in the Auburn University Marching Band remains one of the most treasured periods of my life. It is mostly about the music, but like so many before me and after me, words fail to describe the full experience of being on the field surrounded by 87,000 football fans.
So it should be unsurprising that the gameday experience this past weekend tugged on some emotional strings for me. This video below is the new "intro" that gets played on the stadium jumbotron before the band enters the field for its pregame show:
Pretty cool stuff, but I do have mixed feelings about it. Back in my day (oh, boy, now I'm talking like an old guy), Jordan-Hare didn't have a jumbotron. When the Auburn Band entered the field - you knew we were there. We didn't need some flashy videotronics to announce the fact. However, what I do appreciate about the video is the respect shown from the University, and from the fans. This link here is video of the above, taken by a fan in the stands. I offer it simply as a window into the crowd response.
Watching the band perform on Saturday (even if it was just a static Homecoming show) was a moving experience for me, bringing back a flood of memories. Maybe over the holidays, I'll take some time and convert some of our old VHS tapes of marching band performances and post some excerpts on YouTube (properly cited, of course).
Watching a younger generation on the field, I was amazed at the strong affinity I have for what they do to prepare for each and every show. And I was reminded, that no matter what happens with Auburn's football team, and with their star quarterback, I am and remain an Auburn man.
Because, true to the creed, "I believe in Auburn and love it."
In past years, my wife and I would play with the alumni band during Homecoming, but this year because of the uncertainty of my travel schedule, we opted for the cheap seats in the upper deck. The Auburn band was very much a focal point of my Auburn experience, not the least of which is due to the influence of my best friend who would become my beloved wife of nearly 17 years now. My Auburn marching career was limited to 1991-1993, as I had elected to put aside the music for my freshman year. Late in my sophomore year, I began playing in Auburn's concert and symphonic bands before getting talked into marching in the fall of 1991. Without a doubt, my time in the Auburn University Marching Band remains one of the most treasured periods of my life. It is mostly about the music, but like so many before me and after me, words fail to describe the full experience of being on the field surrounded by 87,000 football fans.
So it should be unsurprising that the gameday experience this past weekend tugged on some emotional strings for me. This video below is the new "intro" that gets played on the stadium jumbotron before the band enters the field for its pregame show:
Pretty cool stuff, but I do have mixed feelings about it. Back in my day (oh, boy, now I'm talking like an old guy), Jordan-Hare didn't have a jumbotron. When the Auburn Band entered the field - you knew we were there. We didn't need some flashy videotronics to announce the fact. However, what I do appreciate about the video is the respect shown from the University, and from the fans. This link here is video of the above, taken by a fan in the stands. I offer it simply as a window into the crowd response.
Watching the band perform on Saturday (even if it was just a static Homecoming show) was a moving experience for me, bringing back a flood of memories. Maybe over the holidays, I'll take some time and convert some of our old VHS tapes of marching band performances and post some excerpts on YouTube (properly cited, of course).
Watching a younger generation on the field, I was amazed at the strong affinity I have for what they do to prepare for each and every show. And I was reminded, that no matter what happens with Auburn's football team, and with their star quarterback, I am and remain an Auburn man.
Because, true to the creed, "I believe in Auburn and love it."
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November 01, 2010
Flying Through Color
As the Embraer streaked across the early morning sky, the rising sun turned my eyes to the west and the dissolving night. I've been awake for hours, yet the gears of my mind have yet to fully engage. Unwilling to prod it so, I simply allow my eyes to take in what I see, as if looking out the window of my own self.
It is a watercolor moment, with broad brush lines that splay through the sky like beams among the wispy cirrus that strings across the heavens. Contrails from recent passers-by serve as guardrails, as if pointing the way to where we are going. And suddenly, they are gone, just as the dawn breaks forth in full glory, setting the condensing air on fire with rays and shadows bursting with brilliance; I am flying through color!
The upper sky turns from deep navy to dawn's typical blue as we cross 33 thousand feet. Such heights and such lows! A field of clouds comes into view, hanging in the air like a colony of jellyfish: peaceful, quiet, angelic. Looking up again, between the blue and the gray, each swath highlighted by streaks of orange, cuts a dark gray line - a shadow bleeding like an ink stain across the sky. And then it is gone, as if it never was. The faded patchwork below begins to glow with the arrival of morning.
Where are my thoughts this morning, here at the beginning of a week destined to last forever? Of where I am? Of where I want to be? Of what I seem to have? Of what I seem to lack? The sun is shining brightly now through the window across the aisle. It stings a little, but not too much.
But, oh, to fly through color! That I could but capture just a taste, just a shade, to keep with me. Then perhaps I could better articulate the wonder - and the agony - for which I simply have no words.
It is a watercolor moment, with broad brush lines that splay through the sky like beams among the wispy cirrus that strings across the heavens. Contrails from recent passers-by serve as guardrails, as if pointing the way to where we are going. And suddenly, they are gone, just as the dawn breaks forth in full glory, setting the condensing air on fire with rays and shadows bursting with brilliance; I am flying through color!
The upper sky turns from deep navy to dawn's typical blue as we cross 33 thousand feet. Such heights and such lows! A field of clouds comes into view, hanging in the air like a colony of jellyfish: peaceful, quiet, angelic. Looking up again, between the blue and the gray, each swath highlighted by streaks of orange, cuts a dark gray line - a shadow bleeding like an ink stain across the sky. And then it is gone, as if it never was. The faded patchwork below begins to glow with the arrival of morning.
Where are my thoughts this morning, here at the beginning of a week destined to last forever? Of where I am? Of where I want to be? Of what I seem to have? Of what I seem to lack? The sun is shining brightly now through the window across the aisle. It stings a little, but not too much.
But, oh, to fly through color! That I could but capture just a taste, just a shade, to keep with me. Then perhaps I could better articulate the wonder - and the agony - for which I simply have no words.
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October 29, 2010
Hannan on America
Being a bit of a news and political junkie, not to mention my fascination with American history and civics, in recent months I have taken to listening to assorted podcasts, history lectures, Constitutional symposiums - anything that I can get to play on my phone's podcast software. (In full disclosure, I balance such with NPR's This American Lifepodcast, as well as a number of sermons).
One of the podcasts I listen to is one presented by the Hoover Institution. Hosted by the delightful Peter Robinson (who also moonlights at Ricochet), Uncommon Knowledge is a series of one-on-one interviews with a number of interesting and smart people. Recently, Peter Robinson conducted an interview with Daniel Hannan, a British politician and member of the European Parliament. He talks about the sociopolitical state of Europe, and his belief that the world needs a strong, vibrant non-Europeanized America that avoids the mistakes of Europe's socialism and massive entitlement culture.
If you have about 35 minutes to spare, I commend to you this fascinating (and yes, conservative) perspective from across the pond. You can watch the video here at Powerline, or you can get the mp3 audio from Feedburner here.
One of the podcasts I listen to is one presented by the Hoover Institution. Hosted by the delightful Peter Robinson (who also moonlights at Ricochet), Uncommon Knowledge is a series of one-on-one interviews with a number of interesting and smart people. Recently, Peter Robinson conducted an interview with Daniel Hannan, a British politician and member of the European Parliament. He talks about the sociopolitical state of Europe, and his belief that the world needs a strong, vibrant non-Europeanized America that avoids the mistakes of Europe's socialism and massive entitlement culture.
If you have about 35 minutes to spare, I commend to you this fascinating (and yes, conservative) perspective from across the pond. You can watch the video here at Powerline, or you can get the mp3 audio from Feedburner here.
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History and Politics
Hogwarts Comes Calling?
In Harry Potter lore, that wonderful literary universe created by J.K. Rowling, Hogwarts is a school of magic that comes calling on prospective students upon the occasion of their 11th birthday. Granted, they appear only if said prospective student has displayed some evidentiary level of possessing the gift of magic. For such introductions, sometimes the school dispatches an eccentrically dressed wizard or witch to offer the invitation. More commonly, however, the school will send forth an owl, carrying a formal letter of invitation and a list of supplies needed for the upcoming term.
Yesterday was my oldest son's 11th birthday, but alas, no owl arrived on our doorstep, through our window, or down our chimney. Yet this morning, as we were backing out of the garage to head off to our regular old private Christian Muggle school, a large owl swooped down from the roof of the house into the poplar right at the edge of the driveway. The zoom-challenged camera on my phone was unable to capture the wary looks exchanged between us and our visitor (which the boys thought was tremendously cool), but perhaps you can see our friend on the branch below to the left of the tree's trunk:

Aside from the excitement of a rare sighting of an owl in our yard during the daylight hours, sadly, no letter of invitation to the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry was delivered to our residence.
At which we could only say: "Diagon-it!"
Yesterday was my oldest son's 11th birthday, but alas, no owl arrived on our doorstep, through our window, or down our chimney. Yet this morning, as we were backing out of the garage to head off to our regular old private Christian Muggle school, a large owl swooped down from the roof of the house into the poplar right at the edge of the driveway. The zoom-challenged camera on my phone was unable to capture the wary looks exchanged between us and our visitor (which the boys thought was tremendously cool), but perhaps you can see our friend on the branch below to the left of the tree's trunk:

Aside from the excitement of a rare sighting of an owl in our yard during the daylight hours, sadly, no letter of invitation to the Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry was delivered to our residence.
At which we could only say: "Diagon-it!"
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Just for Fun
October 25, 2010
End of an Era
The news broke today, announcing the end of an era most of us thought ended years ago: Sony has discontinued the Walkman portable cassette player. Apparently, even in our advanced digital age, Sony was able to exploit the rapidly diminishing market of cassette tape users. But according to Fox News, no more:
Ah well. The Walkman was my generation's iPod, I suppose. Am I now officially "old"?
After more than 30 years, Sony has pulled the plug on its iconic Walkman, the original portable cassette-tape player, the New York Post reported Sunday.I still have my Walkman, packed away in a box somewhere. How well do I remember that beloved player, which more than once came to my aid as I pedaled my way 5 miles into a fierce 40mph Dakota headwind between the bowling alley on base and the sleepy town I called home, about which I've written previously. It was the Rocky IV soundtrack, as I recall, plus a number of other tapes I still have shoved in a closet. That Walkman also help pass the time on some long family trips. I used it up until my first year or two in college.
The electronics company made its last shipment of the tape players to the Japanese market earlier this year, and once those are sold off, there will not be any more to come, according to Japanese media reports. …
Launched in 1979, the Walkman became a global hit and a symbol of tech cool, with Sony selling roughly 220 million of the boxy devices.
Ah well. The Walkman was my generation's iPod, I suppose. Am I now officially "old"?
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Just for Fun
October 22, 2010
Remembered Verse
Posted without comment, except to point out that the former Marine in the video is actually referring to the fourth verse, although he's calls it the second verse.
(h/t): Ricochet
(h/t): Ricochet
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October 21, 2010
My Conundrum
After yesterday's post, I began to reflect on an area of concern that has preoccupied me for years, one that still animates my thinking but nevertheless remains unresolved. My conundrum involves the at times awkward juxtaposition of my faith and my love of country. For an innumerable many, there is no conflict between these; indeed, they align well for many. For an innumerable number of others, the two are at the core diametrically opposed, that to choose one must mean denying the other. I'm not sure I fall cleanly in either camp, and the result is a tension that while not a monumental distraction, does however frequently leave me with some disquiet.
I love my country. It was founded on what I believe to be Godly principles, coinciding with an era of wonderful spiritual awakening that inspired many to seek and establish a refuge that allowed for the cultivation of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness - to include the freedom to worship the Lord God as each individual was so moved. And while we are certainly far from perfect, given our natural state as fallen beings, there is little argument that our Nation through the years has been blessed, and has been a light to others throughout the world yearning to be free. I say this not to boast, but to acknowledge the largely positive force for good America has been to the world. Again, we are fallen, and we have our national sins throughout our history. Our modern culture, for each progressive step forward, appears to be in moral retreat. Our fervor is muted, and our aspirations limited. The war of ideas of what America is and should be is being waged all around us, and I wonder if there will come a time when as a society we will cast off the virtues that brought us into being. But because I love my country, and because I cherish the blessings we have received from the Giver of gifts, I confess I spend considerable emotional and intellectual energies on the hope and desire that this Nation will survive, return to an understanding of core values and founding principles, if only because we have been given so much that it is incumbent upon us to continue to shine that light of liberty that even today gives hope to the world.
And yet, there is another truth that is plain to see. And that is this: the spiritual awakening that helped usher us in as a Nation in the 18th century, and the waves that followed, seems to have subsided. Statistics show that the Church is in decline in America, even as the Gospel flourishes in Africa and Asia. Here, in the most free and prosperous society in the world, the spiritual dynamic pales in comparison to those places in the world where there is less freedom, more tyranny and oppression, and want. And while I am absolutely certain that a people can be both prosperous and spiritually vibrant, it is hard to dismiss the correlation that is evidenced by the movement of God among the nations. God is no respecter of persons; He blesses whomever He chooses to bless. I am sure that I'm not alone in wrestling with this tension between our relative prosperity and the condition of our faith - indeed, I wonder if that in part is what undergirds much of our generous and charitable nature as a society in the face of disasters both natural and man-made.
Whenever I ponder matters such as these, I always arrive back at the same point: This world, and this Nation, is but a temporary phenomenon in the scope of time. As a Christ-follower, I am convinced that there is an end to history as it plays out here on earth. I long for my eternal home, and yet I also long for renewal and restoration of America's soul, if you will. Would that we would, as a society, recognize the wisdom of the Apostle Paul when he spoke of freedom, in understanding that while much may be permissible, not everything is beneficial. That if we could but seek to preserve and protect a societal environment that enables both individual freedom and the wisdom to exercise restraint, these are worthwhile things. But then I despair, for as a human being, how deeply am I aware of my own impulse to deny my own fallen nature, and choose my own course of action apart from wisdom! Apart from the movement of God, it is not clear to me that there are many examples - if any at all - of established societies doing anything but following the cycle of decay. And so as I ponder the future of our beloved Nation, I struggle to see how a genuine restoration of society can occur of the order required to perpetuate this American experiment. For even if we do, someone will always seek to build the next Tower of Babel, or will choose to forget the lessons of the past in favor of the pride of now. To preserve what is ultimately temporary seems a great, if not impossible, challenge.
Perhaps I am unusual for wondering such things. I realize that all I can do is to humble myself and pray, and to do the best I can to walk faithfully, knowing that for the time I am here on earth, I will have to give an account for the wonderful gifts I have received. And I can be salt and light, seeking to illuminate the Truth while I can, and season the world by quietly influencing those around me. I don't see it as wrong to desire a better America that can be preserved for my children and grandchildren. But that desire must be placed in the context of the true reality of its temporal nature. For inasmuch as I would love to see and experience an awakening and reclamation of first principles and, to put It crudely, the "growing-up" of culture - I would far rather see this fed and fired as before by a new spiritual awakening that sweeps the land. One can hope, I suppose. And pray.
I love my country. It was founded on what I believe to be Godly principles, coinciding with an era of wonderful spiritual awakening that inspired many to seek and establish a refuge that allowed for the cultivation of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness - to include the freedom to worship the Lord God as each individual was so moved. And while we are certainly far from perfect, given our natural state as fallen beings, there is little argument that our Nation through the years has been blessed, and has been a light to others throughout the world yearning to be free. I say this not to boast, but to acknowledge the largely positive force for good America has been to the world. Again, we are fallen, and we have our national sins throughout our history. Our modern culture, for each progressive step forward, appears to be in moral retreat. Our fervor is muted, and our aspirations limited. The war of ideas of what America is and should be is being waged all around us, and I wonder if there will come a time when as a society we will cast off the virtues that brought us into being. But because I love my country, and because I cherish the blessings we have received from the Giver of gifts, I confess I spend considerable emotional and intellectual energies on the hope and desire that this Nation will survive, return to an understanding of core values and founding principles, if only because we have been given so much that it is incumbent upon us to continue to shine that light of liberty that even today gives hope to the world.
And yet, there is another truth that is plain to see. And that is this: the spiritual awakening that helped usher us in as a Nation in the 18th century, and the waves that followed, seems to have subsided. Statistics show that the Church is in decline in America, even as the Gospel flourishes in Africa and Asia. Here, in the most free and prosperous society in the world, the spiritual dynamic pales in comparison to those places in the world where there is less freedom, more tyranny and oppression, and want. And while I am absolutely certain that a people can be both prosperous and spiritually vibrant, it is hard to dismiss the correlation that is evidenced by the movement of God among the nations. God is no respecter of persons; He blesses whomever He chooses to bless. I am sure that I'm not alone in wrestling with this tension between our relative prosperity and the condition of our faith - indeed, I wonder if that in part is what undergirds much of our generous and charitable nature as a society in the face of disasters both natural and man-made.
Whenever I ponder matters such as these, I always arrive back at the same point: This world, and this Nation, is but a temporary phenomenon in the scope of time. As a Christ-follower, I am convinced that there is an end to history as it plays out here on earth. I long for my eternal home, and yet I also long for renewal and restoration of America's soul, if you will. Would that we would, as a society, recognize the wisdom of the Apostle Paul when he spoke of freedom, in understanding that while much may be permissible, not everything is beneficial. That if we could but seek to preserve and protect a societal environment that enables both individual freedom and the wisdom to exercise restraint, these are worthwhile things. But then I despair, for as a human being, how deeply am I aware of my own impulse to deny my own fallen nature, and choose my own course of action apart from wisdom! Apart from the movement of God, it is not clear to me that there are many examples - if any at all - of established societies doing anything but following the cycle of decay. And so as I ponder the future of our beloved Nation, I struggle to see how a genuine restoration of society can occur of the order required to perpetuate this American experiment. For even if we do, someone will always seek to build the next Tower of Babel, or will choose to forget the lessons of the past in favor of the pride of now. To preserve what is ultimately temporary seems a great, if not impossible, challenge.
Perhaps I am unusual for wondering such things. I realize that all I can do is to humble myself and pray, and to do the best I can to walk faithfully, knowing that for the time I am here on earth, I will have to give an account for the wonderful gifts I have received. And I can be salt and light, seeking to illuminate the Truth while I can, and season the world by quietly influencing those around me. I don't see it as wrong to desire a better America that can be preserved for my children and grandchildren. But that desire must be placed in the context of the true reality of its temporal nature. For inasmuch as I would love to see and experience an awakening and reclamation of first principles and, to put It crudely, the "growing-up" of culture - I would far rather see this fed and fired as before by a new spiritual awakening that sweeps the land. One can hope, I suppose. And pray.
October 20, 2010
Will it last?
November is coming ever closer, and with it, Election Day 2010. I've shied away recently from writing too much about politics. Primarily, this is because of my overpopulated calendar, but it is also because I feel that there is enough news and noise out there right now that any contribution I would make to the conversation would have little value. I've already voted, marking the first time in my adult life that I've filed an absentee ballot (I'll be on business travel out of state on Election Day). So at this point, I peruse headlines, but otherwise find myself largely in spectator mode, waiting to see what happens next. I'm particularly interested to see what happens to the so-called "tea party movement" after the election.
I haven't written about the tea party movement, although I am holding in reserve dozens of links to articles and essays that attempt to define, illuminate or otherwise expound on its nature. Without a doubt, I am sympathetic to many of its aims. But before I give full-throated support for it, I want to see how it handles success (which they will likely experience in a couple of weeks). I also want to see whether it has staying power. If the tea party movement truly represents a generational awakening of the American citizenry, complete with a renewal and rediscovery of our Nation's founding principles and a desire to roll back the theft of liberty perpetrated in the name of "fairness" at the hands of a government who thinks it is more qualified to make your choices than you are, then yes, I will celebrate such a renewal of American civic life. But I do have suspicions about whether the tea party awakening can maintain its appeal once the economy improves. We shall see. I have a million other thoughts on this, and about where America stands at this point of its existence. I will save those, however, for another day.
In the meantime, allow me to summarize like this. Our elected political class likes to talk in terms of "mandates." This is ridiculous on its face, because many claim a mandate of all the people by winning 50.1 percent of the vote. If there is to be a mandate, the mandate is upon us, as the citizen class. Too often we go to the polls in November, and then go back to the sidelines and disengage until the next election cycle. If the tea party movement truly is to effect a generational shift in the direction and future survival of our Nation, our mandate should be: 1) To elect principled legislators at all levels committed to doing the hard work of preserving this Union for future generations; 2) To stay vigilant, involved, and knowledgeable about the existential issues we face; 3) To commit to serve as watchdogs over the votes our Representatives/Senators take - and to be willing to throw out anyone who kowtows to the influences of the political class at the expense of the citizen class.
But above all, we should remember that there is more to life than politics, that civil and respectful discourse remains an important virtue, and that all of this is temporary anyway.
I haven't written about the tea party movement, although I am holding in reserve dozens of links to articles and essays that attempt to define, illuminate or otherwise expound on its nature. Without a doubt, I am sympathetic to many of its aims. But before I give full-throated support for it, I want to see how it handles success (which they will likely experience in a couple of weeks). I also want to see whether it has staying power. If the tea party movement truly represents a generational awakening of the American citizenry, complete with a renewal and rediscovery of our Nation's founding principles and a desire to roll back the theft of liberty perpetrated in the name of "fairness" at the hands of a government who thinks it is more qualified to make your choices than you are, then yes, I will celebrate such a renewal of American civic life. But I do have suspicions about whether the tea party awakening can maintain its appeal once the economy improves. We shall see. I have a million other thoughts on this, and about where America stands at this point of its existence. I will save those, however, for another day.
In the meantime, allow me to summarize like this. Our elected political class likes to talk in terms of "mandates." This is ridiculous on its face, because many claim a mandate of all the people by winning 50.1 percent of the vote. If there is to be a mandate, the mandate is upon us, as the citizen class. Too often we go to the polls in November, and then go back to the sidelines and disengage until the next election cycle. If the tea party movement truly is to effect a generational shift in the direction and future survival of our Nation, our mandate should be: 1) To elect principled legislators at all levels committed to doing the hard work of preserving this Union for future generations; 2) To stay vigilant, involved, and knowledgeable about the existential issues we face; 3) To commit to serve as watchdogs over the votes our Representatives/Senators take - and to be willing to throw out anyone who kowtows to the influences of the political class at the expense of the citizen class.
But above all, we should remember that there is more to life than politics, that civil and respectful discourse remains an important virtue, and that all of this is temporary anyway.
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October 14, 2010
Finally Fall?
In my house, we call it PDD. That is, Post-Disney Depression. PDD is the inevitable letdown that occurs following a joyful Disney trip, brought on by the realization that as fun as the magic can be, fairy dust in the real world is simply hard to come by. The last couple of days have found me in a typical PDD funk. It will pass, to be sure, but it just goes to show how desperately I still need a respite of peace and solitude. I'm still running on empty, it seems.
The one thing I cannot complain about is the weather. The sky is a brilliant blue, the air is actually cool with a steady fall breeze. I stepped outside my office a few moments ago to try to clear the fog from my head, and took the photo below with my phone. The picture does not do justice to the real thing, of course. But hopefully the colors will shine through. Soon, the trees in my yard will be in full display. But even they may not be as lovely as this tree.

I just wish I could keep my mind and heart as clear as this absolutely beautiful day.
The one thing I cannot complain about is the weather. The sky is a brilliant blue, the air is actually cool with a steady fall breeze. I stepped outside my office a few moments ago to try to clear the fog from my head, and took the photo below with my phone. The picture does not do justice to the real thing, of course. But hopefully the colors will shine through. Soon, the trees in my yard will be in full display. But even they may not be as lovely as this tree.

I just wish I could keep my mind and heart as clear as this absolutely beautiful day.
I THINK that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.
A tree whose hungry mouth is prest
Against the sweet earth's flowing breast;
A tree that looks at God all day,
And lifts her leafy arms to pray;
A tree that may in summer wear
A nest of robins in her hair;
Upon whose bosom snow has lain;
Who intimately lives with rain.
Poems are made by fools like me,
But only God can make a tree.
- Joyce Kilmer
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October 12, 2010
Welcome to the Real World
Welcome back to the real world, welcome back to life. After 10 days of unplugged, unconnected detachment from the world of work and routines, from news and other online distractions, a return to reality was inevitable. A Disney family vacation can certainly be enjoyable (and it was), but one thing it is not is restful. But a good time was indeed had by all. And it was good to get away from the normal stresses of life. But now it is back to the grind. Back to incessant email traffic, and demands upon my time and schedule. Back to the early morning get-ready-for-school rush, followed by the clean-the-bucket-adventure-because-the-kid-who-rode-all-sorts-of-crazy-rides-at-Disney-without-trouble-gets-car-sick-on-the-way-to-school-his-first-day-back, and the fill-in-for-your-boss-in-a-meeting-after-being-out-of-the-loop-for-10-days demand. I've been back at work for 4 hours and I already want to go back home and take a nap/read a book.
So, yes, reality can be icky. But I'll do what I can to make the best of it, and reorient my attitude regarding the mundane. It may take a little bit to get back into a regular writing habit, but once I catch up on some work, hopefully I'll be able to post more regularly.
So, yes, reality can be icky. But I'll do what I can to make the best of it, and reorient my attitude regarding the mundane. It may take a little bit to get back into a regular writing habit, but once I catch up on some work, hopefully I'll be able to post more regularly.
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Contemplative
September 27, 2010
un-OO-sa
Did you know that the United Nations has an office dedicated to space affairs? Indeed, the United Nations Office for Outer Space Affairs (UNOOSA) promotes international cooperation in the peaceful use of outer space. For the most part, they deal with benign issues - which of course is about all they can deal with, since they have no true authority over the matter. Or so you might think.
For now comes news that the United Nations has appointed a key individual - that virtually no one has ever heard of - to be the world's representative (I don't recall getting a vote) to any extraterrestrial first contact. Forget Captains Kirk and Picard, or even Zefram Cochrane. We have Mazlan Othman (emphasis mine):
I hope she has Bruce Willis on speed dial.
For now comes news that the United Nations has appointed a key individual - that virtually no one has ever heard of - to be the world's representative (I don't recall getting a vote) to any extraterrestrial first contact. Forget Captains Kirk and Picard, or even Zefram Cochrane. We have Mazlan Othman (emphasis mine):
Mazlan Othman, the head of the UN's little-known Office for Outer Space Affairs (Unoosa), is to describe her potential new role next week at a scientific conference at the Royal Society’s Kavli conference centre in Buckinghamshire.We should all feel tremendously safe knowing that 1) the UN has appointed itself the responsibility to coordinate with ET on the behalf of all humanity; 2) and that Ms. Othman - again, shout if you've ever heard of her - is the nearest thing to a "take me to your leader" person.
She is scheduled to tell delegates that the recent discovery of hundreds of planets around other stars has made the detection of extraterrestrial life more likely than ever before - and that means the UN must be ready to coordinate humanity’s response to any “first contact”.
...
Professor Richard Crowther, an expert in space law and governance at the UK Space Agency and who leads British delegations to the UN on such matters, said: “Othman is absolutely the nearest thing we have to a ‘take me to your leader’ person.”
I hope she has Bruce Willis on speed dial.
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Space Exploration
September 23, 2010
A Charter to Cherish
I'm not sure where or why it came up, but the other day I heard or read chatter about whether the ideas represented in the founding documents of our nation - in particular the Declaration of Independence and the U.S. Constitution - are fundamentally outdated, given that we have seen two centuries of modernity, ideas and progress sweep over our civilization. Obviously, I have my own views on the matter, some of which I address indirectly here. The topic got me thinking about a passage I read recently in Matthew Spalding's interesting work We Still Hold These Truths. On page 220 of the hardback edition, Spalding raises the issue of Europe's slow decline from its heritage as the birthplace and home of Western Civilization, and suggests that the statist and socialist nature of today's Europe represents the antithesis of progress and freedom. (As an aside, I mean, seriously: there is a proposal in the UK that suggests that all payroll - private and public - should be administered by the government for the sake of "efficiency." In such a model, it's hard not to see how the private sector could utterly disappear. But I digress). Spalding goes on to relate a portion of a speech given by President Calvin Coolidge in 1926, on the 150th anniversary of the Declaration of Independence. You can read the speech in its entirety here, but below is the excerpt Spalding includes in his book. I'll leave it there for you to ponder, without further elaboration or embellishment.
About the Declaration there is a finality that is exceedingly restful. It is often asserted that the world has made a great deal of progress since 1776, that we have had new thoughts and new experiences which have given us a great advance over the people of that day, and that we may therefore very well discard their conclusions for something more modern. But that reasoning can not be applied to this great charter. If all men are created equal, that is final. If they are endowed with inalienable rights, that is final. If governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed, that is final. No advance, no progress can be made beyond these propositions. If anyone wishes to deny their truth or soundness, the only direction in which he can proceed historically is not forward, but backward toward the time when there was no equality, no rights of the individual, no rule of the people. Those who wish to proceed in that direction can not lay claim to progress. They are reactionary. Their ideas are not more modern, but more ancient, than those of the Revolutionary fathers.
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History and Politics
September 18, 2010
Getting Outdoors
For the past several weeks, I've been dealing with more than my usual share of physical and mental fatigue. Which in a way is ludicrous, because I work a desk job. I suppose it is stress, and I really don't like making excuses, but the constant neck and back pain is starting to wear on me (not to mention the resulting migraines). And to be sure, the fact that I spend my days sitting at a desk on the computer is probably the primary cause of my trouble. I'm simply not active enough.
Today - Saturday - offered a slight change of pace. I was up before 6am, woke my youngest son, and by 7:30 we were on our way to a nearby state park to join his Cub Scout pack on a 3.5 mile hike. Fall is not quite here yet, but as we walked the trail you could almost hear the trees pining for their leaves to start changing. But although the morning quickly reached the mid 80's, the sky was beautifully crystal clear and blue. In a few more weeks, that same trail will be alive with color. With each passing moment, I could feel the knots starting to loosen, if only a bit.

The blue expanse continued to beckon all afternoon. Even as I was filling my sinuses with flying dust and grass clippings, I found myself constantly drawn to the striking contrast between the earth and sky.

So while I'm in a desperate need for a genuine break, I'll have to be satisfied with these brief moments. No doubt, the outdoor air and activity did me some good (despite my protesting sinuses). I need more of it.
Evening has arrived, and still, I'm taken aback at the endless blue above. What a wonderful, beautiful day.

Today - Saturday - offered a slight change of pace. I was up before 6am, woke my youngest son, and by 7:30 we were on our way to a nearby state park to join his Cub Scout pack on a 3.5 mile hike. Fall is not quite here yet, but as we walked the trail you could almost hear the trees pining for their leaves to start changing. But although the morning quickly reached the mid 80's, the sky was beautifully crystal clear and blue. In a few more weeks, that same trail will be alive with color. With each passing moment, I could feel the knots starting to loosen, if only a bit.

The blue expanse continued to beckon all afternoon. Even as I was filling my sinuses with flying dust and grass clippings, I found myself constantly drawn to the striking contrast between the earth and sky.

So while I'm in a desperate need for a genuine break, I'll have to be satisfied with these brief moments. No doubt, the outdoor air and activity did me some good (despite my protesting sinuses). I need more of it.
Evening has arrived, and still, I'm taken aback at the endless blue above. What a wonderful, beautiful day.

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Just for Fun
September 11, 2010
Patriot Day 2010
Today, I don't feel inclined to craft any major retrospective of the events surrounding 9/11. This may be in part because next year, 2011, will mark ten years from that fateful day. My reticence may also be in part because of the current controversies over the proposed mosque near Ground Zero, and the shameful grandstanding of a seriously misguided Florida pastor (and others around the country) and the media's exploitation of his seriously aberrant methods.
As of this morning, the burning has apparently been called off. About this issue, I will only say this. Whatever else he thinks he's doing, this "witness" of his is as far from the Gospel as you can get. Burning the Koran, like burning Harry Potter books or rock-n-roll albums and so forth, do absolutely nothing to further the message of Jesus Christ. And I dare someone to prove it to me otherwise. Beware the wolf in sheep's clothing, because the message he is preaching through this act - if he had gone through with it - looks nothing like the manner in which Christians are called to live. Frankly, I'm disgusted by the focus on this guy, not only because it does damage to true Christian witness, but because I feel it takes away from the proper moment of reflection and remembrance that Patriot Day should represent.
Burning the Koran, and planting a mosque in the shadow of Ground Zero, are deeply provocative acts. Under our system of laws, both are legally protected (the latter is somewhat more murky, depending on the source of the funding). I personally approve of neither, but I will resist getting emotionally drawn into either one. I do worry somewhat, though. For instead of a "coming together" on this Patriot Day, we are witnessing an increasing unrest that I can only pray doesn't get out of hand. Future Patriot Day ceremonies may well include large scale protests and counter protests, and heaven forbid, riots.
So today, I may look back over the links in last year's post, and I will post the colors outside my front door. I'll enjoy my family, do some work around the house, and be thankful for the blessings of God and of nation that we have received. And I will remember the fallen and the heroes.

As of this morning, the burning has apparently been called off. About this issue, I will only say this. Whatever else he thinks he's doing, this "witness" of his is as far from the Gospel as you can get. Burning the Koran, like burning Harry Potter books or rock-n-roll albums and so forth, do absolutely nothing to further the message of Jesus Christ. And I dare someone to prove it to me otherwise. Beware the wolf in sheep's clothing, because the message he is preaching through this act - if he had gone through with it - looks nothing like the manner in which Christians are called to live. Frankly, I'm disgusted by the focus on this guy, not only because it does damage to true Christian witness, but because I feel it takes away from the proper moment of reflection and remembrance that Patriot Day should represent.
Burning the Koran, and planting a mosque in the shadow of Ground Zero, are deeply provocative acts. Under our system of laws, both are legally protected (the latter is somewhat more murky, depending on the source of the funding). I personally approve of neither, but I will resist getting emotionally drawn into either one. I do worry somewhat, though. For instead of a "coming together" on this Patriot Day, we are witnessing an increasing unrest that I can only pray doesn't get out of hand. Future Patriot Day ceremonies may well include large scale protests and counter protests, and heaven forbid, riots.
So today, I may look back over the links in last year's post, and I will post the colors outside my front door. I'll enjoy my family, do some work around the house, and be thankful for the blessings of God and of nation that we have received. And I will remember the fallen and the heroes.
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Contemplative,
History and Politics
September 10, 2010
Lights Out
Does anybody remember this golden oldie of a commercial:
A few years ago, in response to the environmentalist concern that standard incandescent light bulbs were destroying the world, the government passed legislation that makes it illegal to sell your basic light bulbs. Instead, starting in 2014, the only legal bulbs will be the toxic mercury-filled compact fluorescents (CFLs). The astounding thing about this decision, made back in 2007, is that the only reason to ban the incandescent was that it did not meet arbitrary standards of energy efficiency. Heralded as a progressive breakthrough toward "smarter energy," everyone assumed that manufacturing giants such as GE would simply convert their U.S. factories to making the new bulbs. Precisely the opposite has happened, as reported by the Washington Post:
The "unintended consequences" quote above is laughable, because the government was warned. CFLs take a lot of hand labor to produce, and as a result is cheaper to produce in countries that, frankly, don't require union wages in their factories. So, by banning a bulb, the government has helped to close the book on a manufacturing heritage that's as old as … er … the light bulb.
Of course, I admit to a bias against CFLs. I just don't like them much. I prefer the good old soft white incandescent. I figure I've got about 2 years at best to stock up on them, before they simply won't be available anymore. The ban is simply one measure of "progress" that I could do without. Still, I'm certain that banning the bulb will extend the life of our planet by a least a month or two.
On a lighter note, this trip through YouTube looking at commercials from the '80s is kind of fun. Here's another nostalgic GE commercial I remember well. And one more.
A few years ago, in response to the environmentalist concern that standard incandescent light bulbs were destroying the world, the government passed legislation that makes it illegal to sell your basic light bulbs. Instead, starting in 2014, the only legal bulbs will be the toxic mercury-filled compact fluorescents (CFLs). The astounding thing about this decision, made back in 2007, is that the only reason to ban the incandescent was that it did not meet arbitrary standards of energy efficiency. Heralded as a progressive breakthrough toward "smarter energy," everyone assumed that manufacturing giants such as GE would simply convert their U.S. factories to making the new bulbs. Precisely the opposite has happened, as reported by the Washington Post:
The last major GE factory making ordinary incandescent light bulbs in the United States is closing this month, marking a small, sad exit for a product and company that can trace their roots to Thomas Alva Edison's innovations in the 1870s. …
During the recession, political and business leaders have held out the promise that American advances, particularly in green technology, might stem the decades-long decline in U.S. manufacturing jobs. But as the lighting industry shows, even when the government pushes companies toward environmental innovations and Americans come up with them, the manufacture of the next generation technology can still end up overseas. …
What made the plant here vulnerable is, in part, a 2007 energy conservation measure passed by Congress that set standards essentially banning ordinary incandescents by 2014. The law will force millions of American households to switch to more efficient bulbs.
The resulting savings in energy and greenhouse-gas emissions are expected to be immense. But the move also had unintended consequences.
Rather than setting off a boom in the U.S. manufacture of replacement lights, the leading replacement lights are compact fluorescents, or CFLs, which are made almost entirely overseas, mostly in China.
The "unintended consequences" quote above is laughable, because the government was warned. CFLs take a lot of hand labor to produce, and as a result is cheaper to produce in countries that, frankly, don't require union wages in their factories. So, by banning a bulb, the government has helped to close the book on a manufacturing heritage that's as old as … er … the light bulb.
Of course, I admit to a bias against CFLs. I just don't like them much. I prefer the good old soft white incandescent. I figure I've got about 2 years at best to stock up on them, before they simply won't be available anymore. The ban is simply one measure of "progress" that I could do without. Still, I'm certain that banning the bulb will extend the life of our planet by a least a month or two.
On a lighter note, this trip through YouTube looking at commercials from the '80s is kind of fun. Here's another nostalgic GE commercial I remember well. And one more.
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Just for Fun,
Science and Technology
September 08, 2010
Something's "fishy" ...
From the Chicago Breaking News Center, we have a proactive response to a serious, emerging threat. First, a quote from Sen. Dick Durbin (D) of Illinois:
Now, all joking aside, it does appear that the fish is a threat to the existing fishing industry around the Great Lakes. The fish consumes a vast quantity of food daily, which negatively impacts the food supply available to fish native to those waters. Not only that, but these buggers can range from 40 to 100 pounds in some cases. That's a big fish by inland water standards.
Still, instead of assigning someone within the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service to the task of overseeing the $80 million effort, the White House has appointed a "czar." In other words, an individual who may very well be unaccountable to Congress, whose oversight authority extends only to those working for the various federal agencies and bureaucracies (such as the Fish and Wildlife Service) except where proscribed by law.
Honestly, I don't think I have too much heartburn over the initiative. But I do wonder why it takes a "carp czar" to do the job. This just doesn't pass the ... smell test for me.
"This is a serious challenge, a serious threat," Durbin said. "When it comes to the ... threat, we are not in denial. We are not in a go-slow mode. We are in a full attack, full-speed ahead mode. We want to stop this ... from advancing."What is this threat? To build the suspense, I inserted ellipses in Sen. Durbin's comments above. The federal government has launched a "multi-pronged," $80 million counter-offensive to head off the threat of ... a fish called the Asian carp.
Now, all joking aside, it does appear that the fish is a threat to the existing fishing industry around the Great Lakes. The fish consumes a vast quantity of food daily, which negatively impacts the food supply available to fish native to those waters. Not only that, but these buggers can range from 40 to 100 pounds in some cases. That's a big fish by inland water standards.
Still, instead of assigning someone within the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service to the task of overseeing the $80 million effort, the White House has appointed a "czar." In other words, an individual who may very well be unaccountable to Congress, whose oversight authority extends only to those working for the various federal agencies and bureaucracies (such as the Fish and Wildlife Service) except where proscribed by law.
Honestly, I don't think I have too much heartburn over the initiative. But I do wonder why it takes a "carp czar" to do the job. This just doesn't pass the ... smell test for me.
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History and Politics,
Just for Fun
September 07, 2010
Non-Starter
Fall, at last, is in the air. While the kids were getting ready for school this morning, I stepped outside as is my wont on some days to find a brief moment of peace before the tumultuous torrent of tedium that is modern life unleashes itself upon my psyche.
Unfortunately the moment passed, as the boys loaded into the car and I reached to turn the ignition. Grind-click-click-click-click-click, and then nothing. Repeat twice. Sigh. I had grandiose plans of getting the car into the shop this week for a 100,000-mile refresh, now that I've hit 115,000 miles. Yet in my imagination, I had hoped to personally take the car to the dealer, rather than having to pay to have it towed there. I'm simply not proficient enough to deal with modern cars. I'm pretty sure that my problem is the solenoid and not the battery, but I suppose the starter cannot be ruled out. Nevertheless, I loaded the boys into the van, and left the car in the garage. Before the day is out, I'll figure out my next steps.
The disruption of routine is rarely welcome, and to be sure, I'm feeling rather discombobulated this morning. Yet all of this bizarrely serves to remind me that I probably need to go in soon for my personal 100,000 mile check-up, before I get laid out and am forced to have all sorts of unpleasantness thrust upon my being. Of course, this is quite too much information, and I am most certain that you would prefer I had kept that thought to myself.
All I know is, that if I don't get some deeply restful rest soon, all the coffee in the world will not get me started in the mornings.
But on a lighter note, this morning was beautiful.
Postscript (5:13pm): Not long after I posted the above, something immediately started nagging at the back of my mind. When this happens, it usually means I've jumped to the wrong conclusion somewhere. So I started replaying the sequence of events from this morning. It struck me that the dashboard clock might have been wrong, but I wasn't sure. So instead of rushing ahead to figure out transportation issues for the week, I decided to slow down and take a second look at the car before doing anything else.
I was convinced that I had replaced the battery just a couple of years ago, which is why I was quick to dismiss the battery as a possible cause. Too quick, that is. Lo and behold, it turns out that the battery was over 5 years old. So I took it out, ran down to the auto parts store, and verified that the battery indeed had gone bad. I bought a new one, came home and put it in, and the car is good to go. Well, it still needs the 115,000 mile maintenance, but at least it's not dead in the garage. $75 after a $25 prorated discount. I can stomach that. But I'll tell you what: I remember in the 90's being able to buy a battery for my old Ford Fairmont for $40, tops. $100 for a brand new battery? Sheesh. Must be some environmental disposal tax, eh? Oh well. Car goes vroom again.
Unfortunately the moment passed, as the boys loaded into the car and I reached to turn the ignition. Grind-click-click-click-click-click, and then nothing. Repeat twice. Sigh. I had grandiose plans of getting the car into the shop this week for a 100,000-mile refresh, now that I've hit 115,000 miles. Yet in my imagination, I had hoped to personally take the car to the dealer, rather than having to pay to have it towed there. I'm simply not proficient enough to deal with modern cars. I'm pretty sure that my problem is the solenoid and not the battery, but I suppose the starter cannot be ruled out. Nevertheless, I loaded the boys into the van, and left the car in the garage. Before the day is out, I'll figure out my next steps.
The disruption of routine is rarely welcome, and to be sure, I'm feeling rather discombobulated this morning. Yet all of this bizarrely serves to remind me that I probably need to go in soon for my personal 100,000 mile check-up, before I get laid out and am forced to have all sorts of unpleasantness thrust upon my being. Of course, this is quite too much information, and I am most certain that you would prefer I had kept that thought to myself.
All I know is, that if I don't get some deeply restful rest soon, all the coffee in the world will not get me started in the mornings.
But on a lighter note, this morning was beautiful.
Postscript (5:13pm): Not long after I posted the above, something immediately started nagging at the back of my mind. When this happens, it usually means I've jumped to the wrong conclusion somewhere. So I started replaying the sequence of events from this morning. It struck me that the dashboard clock might have been wrong, but I wasn't sure. So instead of rushing ahead to figure out transportation issues for the week, I decided to slow down and take a second look at the car before doing anything else.
I was convinced that I had replaced the battery just a couple of years ago, which is why I was quick to dismiss the battery as a possible cause. Too quick, that is. Lo and behold, it turns out that the battery was over 5 years old. So I took it out, ran down to the auto parts store, and verified that the battery indeed had gone bad. I bought a new one, came home and put it in, and the car is good to go. Well, it still needs the 115,000 mile maintenance, but at least it's not dead in the garage. $75 after a $25 prorated discount. I can stomach that. But I'll tell you what: I remember in the 90's being able to buy a battery for my old Ford Fairmont for $40, tops. $100 for a brand new battery? Sheesh. Must be some environmental disposal tax, eh? Oh well. Car goes vroom again.
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August 30, 2010
Home-body
Blogging has been at a minimum the last few weeks, in part simply because my schedule and calendar have overwhelmed me. Unfortunately, I'm not sure it will ease up anytime soon. With so much cluttering my day planner (okay, no, I don't really use one anymore, but I probably should), most of my free-time has been consumed by other responsibilities.
One of those responsibilities taking up huge blocks of my time on the calendar is travel. From March 2009 to July 2010, I enjoyed a prolonged period of homefront assignments. In other words, I did not travel once during that period for business. This was a major departure from the norm, given what I do. However, since mid-July, I've been gone from home two full weeks, and on Wednesday will depart again for a short 3-day jaunt to Leavenworth, KS. That trip will be interesting, if only for the fact that I've never been there.
What I have discovered, however, is just how much of a home-body I've become in the last year and a half. I like coming home to my family every night. A trip now and then is okay, but as I face this trip, and additional business trips in late October and mid-November, well, I get tired just thinking about it.
So all things considered, home is a good place to be.
One of those responsibilities taking up huge blocks of my time on the calendar is travel. From March 2009 to July 2010, I enjoyed a prolonged period of homefront assignments. In other words, I did not travel once during that period for business. This was a major departure from the norm, given what I do. However, since mid-July, I've been gone from home two full weeks, and on Wednesday will depart again for a short 3-day jaunt to Leavenworth, KS. That trip will be interesting, if only for the fact that I've never been there.
What I have discovered, however, is just how much of a home-body I've become in the last year and a half. I like coming home to my family every night. A trip now and then is okay, but as I face this trip, and additional business trips in late October and mid-November, well, I get tired just thinking about it.
So all things considered, home is a good place to be.
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Contemplative
August 23, 2010
Battle Hymn
From John Hinderaker at Powerline comes this delightful rendition of the Battle Hymn of the Republic, performed a few years ago by a combined choir representing a number of schools in the district where he lives. In this post, he shares background, and encourages its use and viewing for any patriotic purpose.
I share it with you, not merely because of its patriotic legacy, but because I have always been deeply moved by the verses that speak so directly of the triumph of the Risen Christ, who will one day come again. And I confess, there is something profoundly emotional about hearing such words and melody from the mouths of children. Enjoy.
In the beauty of the lilies Christ was born across the sea,
With a glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me:
As He died to make men holy, let us live to make men free;
While God is marching on.
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah!
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! While God is marching on.
He is coming like the glory of the morning on the wave,
He is wisdom to the mighty, He is honor to the brave;
So the world shall be His footstool, and the soul of wrong His slave,
Our God is marching on.
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah!
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Our God is marching on.
I share it with you, not merely because of its patriotic legacy, but because I have always been deeply moved by the verses that speak so directly of the triumph of the Risen Christ, who will one day come again. And I confess, there is something profoundly emotional about hearing such words and melody from the mouths of children. Enjoy.
In the beauty of the lilies Christ was born across the sea,
With a glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me:
As He died to make men holy, let us live to make men free;
While God is marching on.
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah!
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! While God is marching on.
He is coming like the glory of the morning on the wave,
He is wisdom to the mighty, He is honor to the brave;
So the world shall be His footstool, and the soul of wrong His slave,
Our God is marching on.
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Glory! Glory! Hallelujah!
Glory! Glory! Hallelujah! Our God is marching on.
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Just for Fun,
Ministry and Theology
August 18, 2010
Missing a Friend
I've been attending a business meeting here in Maryland this week. It has been a long couple of days, and unfortunately my head won't find rest with my own pillow until very late Friday night. Compared to my last trip this way, the travel particulars have gone fairly well - and I'm hopeful that Friday will afford me no new adventure tales to tell. But this is not my topic tonight, so I'd better move on.
One of the attendees at this meeting bears a remarkable resemblance to an old college roommate of mine, who passed away five years ago in a tragic accident. It took my breath away, because his appearance, his frame, his gait - all of these remind me so very strongly of Van. It is just uncanny. More than once, I've found myself thinking back ….
At first glance, it was an unusual pairing. I was nearing the end of my freshman year at Auburn, all of 18-19 years old. Van, if I recall correctly, was seven years older. Van and I struck up a friendship after serving together on the same work team during a Spring Break mission trip with the Appalachian Service Project. Van was generally quiet and reserved, while I was young and uptight and a bit too opinionated for my own good. I was still relatively new to my walk with Jesus, and it showed. But although he was often quiet, people usually paid attention to him when he spoke. I know I did. Which is why I was caught off guard when he asked me if I wanted to be his roommate. We were both active at the Wesley Foundation (we were voted co-rookies of the year together for the 1989-90 school year). But sitting there at the lunch table in the cafeteria, I jumped at the chance. First, I needed a roommate, and so did he. He had found a duplex on Oak Street down from the high school. It was a great little house. Second, and more importantly, I knew that I could be myself around him – something that isn’t always easy for guys to do with other guys. I knew instinctively that I could learn from him. I don’t know what his motivations were, if he had any. Perhaps he knew that I needed some mentoring. Whatever his reasons, God knew what He was doing. And I am blessed to this day because of it.
Both Van and I stayed in Auburn the summer of 1990. Van was in school (forestry), and I worked for the university. Both of us served on Wesley’s summer leadership council (I went on to serve the full school year). And while there should be plenty of memories from that time, as much time as we ended up spending together in the house or at Wesley, I don’t remember too many specific things. I do remember that Van would constantly be washing his Chevy Blazer. Our driveway was under a grove of sweet-gum trees, and the pollen output was unbelievable. Every night, without fail, he was outside with the hose washing off the pollen. I seem to recall one time where he remembered a little too late to roll his windows up before he started hosing it down.
We occasionally had people over at the house, but for the most part, home was our getaway place. I can’t tell you how many nights Van and I would sit in my fabulous red/orange Holiday Inn castoff lounge chairs watching television. (I still have those chairs, so you can imagine how old they are now). That was a good summer.
The 1991 Gulf War was the first major war that I was old enough to fully understand. Indeed, it was quite a personal thing for me, as my father was deployed for the air war portion of that conflict. It was during this time that I leaned on Van more than he ever truly realized. When the war started, school became very secondary to me. I remember being glued to CNN every waking hour I wasn’t in class. At least it seemed that way. At home, Van and I would sit there in silence watching the coverage of the war. We talked about it, of course, but more often than not, we would just sit there and watch. Van seemed to know when and when not to say something. And I knew he was praying for my dad, and for my family. Van didn’t offer platitudes, but he did offer understanding. It was what I needed. Looking back, I’m convinced that Van was the perfect roommate for me during that difficult time.
There are a plenty of other memories, but 20 years later, many of these have muddled together. There were plenty of laughs, trips to The Flush for ice cream, things of that nature. Those were good times. I learned a great deal from Van about how to approach life (and to be honest, I should probably remember and relearn those lessons). He was always careful about the words he spoke. Even when angry, he was very careful in his choice of words. Any critical feelings he may have had towards anybody, he usually kept to himself. He also knew when I was overreacting about something, and through his quiet approach would guide me back to reality. Then again, he may just have thought I was nuts. But if he did, I never knew it. The fact is, Van was the mentor I needed at that time in my life, whether he was aware of his role or not. I looked up to him. I asked for his opinion all the time. He had my respect, and I am certain he had the respect of many, many people. He was a good man. It is true, I don't think about him much anymore, because after all, that was a long time ago, and we were roommates for only the one year. But I do miss him. He was my roommate, my friend, and my mentor. God used him in my life. I can pay him no greater honor than to thank my Father in Heaven for allowing our paths to cross. And I am grateful that a chance meeting with a stranger this week has given me a chance to remember a good friend and brother.
One of the attendees at this meeting bears a remarkable resemblance to an old college roommate of mine, who passed away five years ago in a tragic accident. It took my breath away, because his appearance, his frame, his gait - all of these remind me so very strongly of Van. It is just uncanny. More than once, I've found myself thinking back ….
At first glance, it was an unusual pairing. I was nearing the end of my freshman year at Auburn, all of 18-19 years old. Van, if I recall correctly, was seven years older. Van and I struck up a friendship after serving together on the same work team during a Spring Break mission trip with the Appalachian Service Project. Van was generally quiet and reserved, while I was young and uptight and a bit too opinionated for my own good. I was still relatively new to my walk with Jesus, and it showed. But although he was often quiet, people usually paid attention to him when he spoke. I know I did. Which is why I was caught off guard when he asked me if I wanted to be his roommate. We were both active at the Wesley Foundation (we were voted co-rookies of the year together for the 1989-90 school year). But sitting there at the lunch table in the cafeteria, I jumped at the chance. First, I needed a roommate, and so did he. He had found a duplex on Oak Street down from the high school. It was a great little house. Second, and more importantly, I knew that I could be myself around him – something that isn’t always easy for guys to do with other guys. I knew instinctively that I could learn from him. I don’t know what his motivations were, if he had any. Perhaps he knew that I needed some mentoring. Whatever his reasons, God knew what He was doing. And I am blessed to this day because of it.
Both Van and I stayed in Auburn the summer of 1990. Van was in school (forestry), and I worked for the university. Both of us served on Wesley’s summer leadership council (I went on to serve the full school year). And while there should be plenty of memories from that time, as much time as we ended up spending together in the house or at Wesley, I don’t remember too many specific things. I do remember that Van would constantly be washing his Chevy Blazer. Our driveway was under a grove of sweet-gum trees, and the pollen output was unbelievable. Every night, without fail, he was outside with the hose washing off the pollen. I seem to recall one time where he remembered a little too late to roll his windows up before he started hosing it down.
We occasionally had people over at the house, but for the most part, home was our getaway place. I can’t tell you how many nights Van and I would sit in my fabulous red/orange Holiday Inn castoff lounge chairs watching television. (I still have those chairs, so you can imagine how old they are now). That was a good summer.
The 1991 Gulf War was the first major war that I was old enough to fully understand. Indeed, it was quite a personal thing for me, as my father was deployed for the air war portion of that conflict. It was during this time that I leaned on Van more than he ever truly realized. When the war started, school became very secondary to me. I remember being glued to CNN every waking hour I wasn’t in class. At least it seemed that way. At home, Van and I would sit there in silence watching the coverage of the war. We talked about it, of course, but more often than not, we would just sit there and watch. Van seemed to know when and when not to say something. And I knew he was praying for my dad, and for my family. Van didn’t offer platitudes, but he did offer understanding. It was what I needed. Looking back, I’m convinced that Van was the perfect roommate for me during that difficult time.
There are a plenty of other memories, but 20 years later, many of these have muddled together. There were plenty of laughs, trips to The Flush for ice cream, things of that nature. Those were good times. I learned a great deal from Van about how to approach life (and to be honest, I should probably remember and relearn those lessons). He was always careful about the words he spoke. Even when angry, he was very careful in his choice of words. Any critical feelings he may have had towards anybody, he usually kept to himself. He also knew when I was overreacting about something, and through his quiet approach would guide me back to reality. Then again, he may just have thought I was nuts. But if he did, I never knew it. The fact is, Van was the mentor I needed at that time in my life, whether he was aware of his role or not. I looked up to him. I asked for his opinion all the time. He had my respect, and I am certain he had the respect of many, many people. He was a good man. It is true, I don't think about him much anymore, because after all, that was a long time ago, and we were roommates for only the one year. But I do miss him. He was my roommate, my friend, and my mentor. God used him in my life. I can pay him no greater honor than to thank my Father in Heaven for allowing our paths to cross. And I am grateful that a chance meeting with a stranger this week has given me a chance to remember a good friend and brother.
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August 14, 2010
Do Their Constituents Know?
One of the great things about America, indeed, one of our guaranteed freedoms, is embodied in the First Amendment. No, I'm not talking about freedom of speech, the press, or the free exercise of religion. Rather, I'm talking about the freedom we have to peaceably assemble, to gather ourselves in groups of shared philosophies, ideologies or interests.
To my knowledge, there are no outlawed political parties in the United States of America. In fact, I think the communists still operate a party apparatus. I'm sure there are a large number of socio-political groups out there. And they have a right to assemble and organize.
One of these groups is the Democratic Socialists of America (DSA). I don't have much to say about them, other than their ideology generally runs counter to what I believe, and what I believe America's Founding Fathers intended. I won't demonize people for having different ideas of society. But I do think when our elected politicians align themselves to certain ideologies or platforms, their constituents ought to know.
Yesterday, GatewayPundit at FirstThings.com noted that last October, the DSA published the names of some 70 current members of Congress that have aligned themselves to this socialist caucus. 70. Eleven of these sit on the House Judiciary Committee (almost half of the total number of Democrats on the committee).
I'm a little shocked, but I suppose I shouldn't be. Socialism has been a part of our national conversation in one form or another for almost a century. The debate is not going away anytime soon.
As I look at the list, though, I simply have to wonder: Do their constituents know?
(h/t: Claire Berlinski)
To my knowledge, there are no outlawed political parties in the United States of America. In fact, I think the communists still operate a party apparatus. I'm sure there are a large number of socio-political groups out there. And they have a right to assemble and organize.
One of these groups is the Democratic Socialists of America (DSA). I don't have much to say about them, other than their ideology generally runs counter to what I believe, and what I believe America's Founding Fathers intended. I won't demonize people for having different ideas of society. But I do think when our elected politicians align themselves to certain ideologies or platforms, their constituents ought to know.
Yesterday, GatewayPundit at FirstThings.com noted that last October, the DSA published the names of some 70 current members of Congress that have aligned themselves to this socialist caucus. 70. Eleven of these sit on the House Judiciary Committee (almost half of the total number of Democrats on the committee).
I'm a little shocked, but I suppose I shouldn't be. Socialism has been a part of our national conversation in one form or another for almost a century. The debate is not going away anytime soon.
As I look at the list, though, I simply have to wonder: Do their constituents know?
(h/t: Claire Berlinski)
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August 13, 2010
Honor of a Man
This story has quietly been making the rounds the last few days. President Bush and the former first lady made a surprise appearance at DFW to welcome home 150 service men and women from Iraq and Afghanistan.

I've never served a day in the military, but I was as moved by this as I was by the surprise Thanksgiving trip the president took to Baghdad in the early days of that war. He clearly remains steadfast in his commitment to those who once served under him.
The honor of a man is marked in part by how he honors others. There are those who seek to honor, and those who seek honor for themselves.
Do I miss the man who seeks to honor others? You bet I do.

I've never served a day in the military, but I was as moved by this as I was by the surprise Thanksgiving trip the president took to Baghdad in the early days of that war. He clearly remains steadfast in his commitment to those who once served under him.
The honor of a man is marked in part by how he honors others. There are those who seek to honor, and those who seek honor for themselves.
Do I miss the man who seeks to honor others? You bet I do.
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August 10, 2010
River Walk
Far up on the northern plains lies a sleepy little town that often invades upon my dreams. To call it a town, indeed to call it sleepy, is perhaps a gross overstatement of its true nature. Yet even a walk through my thesaurus leaves me unsatisfied, so the description will have to do. Apart from the occasional car scattering rocks across the loose gravel roads, the only sound you are likely to hear is that of the open wind. A lonely little post office stands open, servicing those very few that still make their residence in this forgotten place. A railroad used to run through here, but like the long abandoned grain elevator standing vigil at the town's east end, all that remains are but shadows to what once might have been.
I've often wondered why such a forlorn place so often forms the setting for my dreams. These visits are not ones I would choose, were I able to effect such a cast. When my feet walk along the tracks, or across the gravel dust, the scene that forms takes the shape of the fantastical or the apocalyptic. These nighttime fancies are neither happy nor sad, but they are almost always overcast and dimly lit. In my waking moments, these dreams presage a sense of melancholy, although not overwhelming, that often lingers with me throughout the day. I find in such days a respite, I suppose, given to a quiet, thoughtful isolation of my inner self.
Like forgotten magic, this place features a strange juxtaposition of dream and memory. For though I have not set foot here in decades, I know every street, every house, every trailer. Here is my house, with its detached garage and basketball hoop. Next door was the old farmer and his wife, who every so often chopped the heads off of whatever domesticated fowl they happened to be raising that year. Across the road from them was yet another home, with the finished basement that served as a sanctuary for this pox-riddled teenager during a vivid midnight run through a tornadic storm. And across from that place, through a man-sized gap in the fence next to the horse barn, was the access to the river.
Turtle River, it was called. During the summer, it was a playground, my own Terebithia after a fashion. Trees walled its banks, and every so often provided spans on which to cross from side to side. These were private, precious days, a place I credit with my first awakening to the reality of self, the reality of life. Fun enough for summer, I suppose, but my memories of the river were fiercely shaped and hardened by the bitter cold of the Dakota winter.
Being fairly shallow, comparatively speaking, the river easily froze over when the temperature fell. Layers upon layers of frozen snow matted the surface, paving the meandering lane a brilliant white. Bare and brown limbs stood starkly on each bank, where coupled with the constant overcast of gray, often left one to wonder if all the color had gone out of the world. The days were short in that season, and the mercury often struggled to reach much beyond the single digits. Every exhaled breath could, in the absence of wind, literally hang in the air in front of your face. I've rarely heard such a silence as could be found standing on that river of ice.
Silence, and solitude. To this day, in my mind's eye, I can remember almost every turn, every fallen tree along the path of the river. The only sound as yards turned into miles was the sound of booted feet crunching through the icy snow. I say miles, although I'm fairly certain it was never more than a couple. Sometimes old equipment buildings would come into sight, but for most of the journey, it was just the gray, the brown, the white, and me. Step after step, bend after bend, I might as well have been the only person on the planet. I usually tried to remain mindful of the time, however, because as the day turned to dusk, the temperature would fall and dinner would be beckoning. After a number of trips, I'd settled on a turn-around point, always the same on each sojourn down the river.
That was a different time. A lot of life has passed by since those days, for me at least. Of that time, I remember a great many things, but what I treasure most were my river walks. The chaos of a newly awakened mind found a measure of serenity there, where all that mattered was really nothing at all.
I'm not certain what prompted me, but I looked up the town using an online map tool. I marked up the image and embedded it below (click to enlarge). Seeing it this way, unfortunately, steals away some of the perspective I have so firmly fixed in my memory. But when I close my eyes, I am able to walk the river in my mind, and can still see every bend from ground level view. All the way to my turn-around point. And back.
I've pondered from time to time, whether I will ever make a trip back to that town, to walk again the gravel roads, reflect upon my old house, or watch the river flow by. I will not say never, but I think that such a journey is unlikely. I've already been there. And in my memory, and in my dreams, I can be there again. I think that is enough for me.

A Portrait of Me: The Key
A Portrait of Me: River Walk
A Portrait of Me: Journey's Dawn
A Portrait of Me: I Am Prodigal
I've often wondered why such a forlorn place so often forms the setting for my dreams. These visits are not ones I would choose, were I able to effect such a cast. When my feet walk along the tracks, or across the gravel dust, the scene that forms takes the shape of the fantastical or the apocalyptic. These nighttime fancies are neither happy nor sad, but they are almost always overcast and dimly lit. In my waking moments, these dreams presage a sense of melancholy, although not overwhelming, that often lingers with me throughout the day. I find in such days a respite, I suppose, given to a quiet, thoughtful isolation of my inner self.
Like forgotten magic, this place features a strange juxtaposition of dream and memory. For though I have not set foot here in decades, I know every street, every house, every trailer. Here is my house, with its detached garage and basketball hoop. Next door was the old farmer and his wife, who every so often chopped the heads off of whatever domesticated fowl they happened to be raising that year. Across the road from them was yet another home, with the finished basement that served as a sanctuary for this pox-riddled teenager during a vivid midnight run through a tornadic storm. And across from that place, through a man-sized gap in the fence next to the horse barn, was the access to the river.
Turtle River, it was called. During the summer, it was a playground, my own Terebithia after a fashion. Trees walled its banks, and every so often provided spans on which to cross from side to side. These were private, precious days, a place I credit with my first awakening to the reality of self, the reality of life. Fun enough for summer, I suppose, but my memories of the river were fiercely shaped and hardened by the bitter cold of the Dakota winter.
Being fairly shallow, comparatively speaking, the river easily froze over when the temperature fell. Layers upon layers of frozen snow matted the surface, paving the meandering lane a brilliant white. Bare and brown limbs stood starkly on each bank, where coupled with the constant overcast of gray, often left one to wonder if all the color had gone out of the world. The days were short in that season, and the mercury often struggled to reach much beyond the single digits. Every exhaled breath could, in the absence of wind, literally hang in the air in front of your face. I've rarely heard such a silence as could be found standing on that river of ice.
Silence, and solitude. To this day, in my mind's eye, I can remember almost every turn, every fallen tree along the path of the river. The only sound as yards turned into miles was the sound of booted feet crunching through the icy snow. I say miles, although I'm fairly certain it was never more than a couple. Sometimes old equipment buildings would come into sight, but for most of the journey, it was just the gray, the brown, the white, and me. Step after step, bend after bend, I might as well have been the only person on the planet. I usually tried to remain mindful of the time, however, because as the day turned to dusk, the temperature would fall and dinner would be beckoning. After a number of trips, I'd settled on a turn-around point, always the same on each sojourn down the river.
That was a different time. A lot of life has passed by since those days, for me at least. Of that time, I remember a great many things, but what I treasure most were my river walks. The chaos of a newly awakened mind found a measure of serenity there, where all that mattered was really nothing at all.
I'm not certain what prompted me, but I looked up the town using an online map tool. I marked up the image and embedded it below (click to enlarge). Seeing it this way, unfortunately, steals away some of the perspective I have so firmly fixed in my memory. But when I close my eyes, I am able to walk the river in my mind, and can still see every bend from ground level view. All the way to my turn-around point. And back.
I've pondered from time to time, whether I will ever make a trip back to that town, to walk again the gravel roads, reflect upon my old house, or watch the river flow by. I will not say never, but I think that such a journey is unlikely. I've already been there. And in my memory, and in my dreams, I can be there again. I think that is enough for me.

A Portrait of Me: The Key
A Portrait of Me: River Walk
A Portrait of Me: Journey's Dawn
A Portrait of Me: I Am Prodigal
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August 07, 2010
Britain's Military Drawdown
My knowledge of military matters as they pertain to geopolitics is sadly limited, but the news that Britain is considering a major drawdown in its military capability strikes me as something that should generate great concern for us, and not just strategically (emphasis mine):
The fact that the drawdown appears likely should concern us. But we should also take careful note as to why the drawdown is being proposed. Britain is broke:
The United States has the strongest, most able military in the world - today. But it would be naïve to think that we are not susceptible to the same pressures that may result in the retreat of Britain from the world stage.
In the most significant changes to Britain’s defences since the post-Suez review of 1957, ministers and officials plan to scrap large parts of the Armed Forces. ...Britain's Armed Forces have actually been in decline since WWII, relative to the role they play in global affairs. Prior to WWII, the British Empire had influence over a large portion of the world's population in every corner of the globe. Economic, political, and changing social attitudes over the latter half of the 20th Century have had a major impact to their military, but in spite of their decline in reach, the British Armed Forces retained a high-level capability that made them our most reliable partner in NATO. The special relationship we have with Britain, both politically and militarily, is the bedrock of the NATO alliance. Should Britain follow through on this reduction, the future of NATO becomes even more uncertain. The global balance of power is already fluid; the departure of Britain as a major military power will create a vacuum that someone will inevitably fill.
But the RAF will bear the brunt of the planned cuts. The Air Force will lose 7,000 airmen – almost one sixth of its total staff – and 295 aircraft. The cuts will leave the Force with fewer than 200 fighter planes for the first time since 1914. In addition, the Navy will lose two submarines, three amphibious ships and more than 100 senior officers, along with 2,000 sailors and marines.
The Army faces a 40 per cent cut to its fleet of 9,700 armoured vehicles and the loss of a 5,000-strong brigade of troops. ...
If implemented, the cuts will mean that Britain will almost certainly depart the world stage as a major military power and become what military chiefs call a “medium-scale player”.
The fact that the drawdown appears likely should concern us. But we should also take careful note as to why the drawdown is being proposed. Britain is broke:
Britain, which is considered as one of the world’s most wealthy and powerful countries, faces the challenge of insufficient funds to protect itself against all potential threats.Britain has a vast domestic entitlement system and astronomical national debt. They are even looking at dismantling their socialized health service, because it has become unaffordable and unsustainable. The most basic economic rule is paramount: there is only so much money a country can spend in any given year. Without going into a discussion of how our nation handles discretionary and non-discretionary spending as a budgetary matter, suffice it to say that as a percentage of GDP, the more you spend on domestic entitlements and debt service, the less that is available to spend on other needs, including defense.
“We don’t have the money as a country to protect ourselves against every potential future threat, we just don’t have it. The country is in an economic crisis, defence cannot be exempted from it,” British Defence Secretary, Liam Fox said.
The United States has the strongest, most able military in the world - today. But it would be naïve to think that we are not susceptible to the same pressures that may result in the retreat of Britain from the world stage.
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August 02, 2010
Days Gone By
I do not count photography as one of my greater interests, but that does not mean I am unable to appreciate works of photographic excellence. I followed a link today to the photo blog of the Denver Post, which had on display a collection called "Captured: America in Color from 1939-1943". The photographs are the property of the Library of Congress.
Below are a few of my favorites, but I confess reducing that list to just these few was quite difficult. I may not be able to resist posting more of them. Click each image to enlarge.
Trucks outside of a starch factory. Caribou, Aroostook County, Maine, October 1940. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Jack Delano:

Shepherd with his horse and dog on Gravelly Range Madison County, Montana, August 1942. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Russell Lee:

Shasta dam under construction. California, June 1942. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Russell Lee:

Boys fishing in a bayou. Schriever, Louisiana, June 1940. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Marion Post Wolcott:

Please take a little time and go browse the gallery. These images from days gone by are a part of our own unique heritage. Treasure and appreciate each, and allow them to capture your imagination.
(h/t: Powerline)
All images courtesy of Prints and Photographs Division, Library of Congress.
Below are a few of my favorites, but I confess reducing that list to just these few was quite difficult. I may not be able to resist posting more of them. Click each image to enlarge.
Trucks outside of a starch factory. Caribou, Aroostook County, Maine, October 1940. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Jack Delano:

Shepherd with his horse and dog on Gravelly Range Madison County, Montana, August 1942. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Russell Lee:

Shasta dam under construction. California, June 1942. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Russell Lee:

Boys fishing in a bayou. Schriever, Louisiana, June 1940. Reproduction from color slide. Photo by Marion Post Wolcott:

Please take a little time and go browse the gallery. These images from days gone by are a part of our own unique heritage. Treasure and appreciate each, and allow them to capture your imagination.
(h/t: Powerline)
All images courtesy of Prints and Photographs Division, Library of Congress.
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